don't smile...
⁞ with a breakup a month fresh, all you can think about is theo. going out certainly doesn't help the thoughts of him and his new girlfriend...
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warnings; 18+, smut, swearing, kind of cnc?, dom!theo, not proofread, gagging, choking, cheating, p in v, intox, degradation, read at your own risk, drinking, this is terrible but I needed to post something
THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING SMUT PLEASE BE NICE!!!
fuck him.
seriously. a month? really? and he's smiling, fuck your life. even after the two weeks you spent wasting away on your couch with a tub of ben and jerry's phish food ice cream wasn't enough to take away how horribly attracted to him you still are. the sweater you bought him hangs off his frame, his hair perfectly framing his face, his skin glowing under the bar light, and worst of all, his hands. the same hands that used to adorn the promise rings you both shared, not occupied with another woman's hands.
obviously your friends have terrible ideas, one of which was dragging you out of your apartment to a nice bar downtown. but of course he was there. laughing. smiling. smiling like he used to when you would make a stupid joke that was so unfunny he had to laugh. just to pick on you. and you missed it.
your little black dress rides up, your ass practically half exposed by now. the shots flow as you drink with your friends, but truly your eyes stay the only place they can. after dancing with random strangers to music from the live band that always plays on Saturday nights, the longing and exhaustion kick in. the alcohol may have made you a bit braver than you were when you walked through the doors.
of course, you find yourself in the only place you would expect to be. in front of theo.
"hey..." it comes out slurring, with a small drunk hic! at the end. your hand finds its way to his shoulder, hard and strong beneath your grip, tight, to stabilize yourself. he just watches you, and you can't tell a hint of what he's thinking. "i want you to miss me." rushes out of your mouth after a few seconds of silence.
and you don't get a warning before his eyes flash and he grabs your wrist, tugging you slightly closer, and closer, and closer, until...
god, this bed was soft. you would know, as you are practically being suffocated by how hard your head was pressed into the pillows. your tight walls squeeze around his length as his hips meet your ass. he grabs big handfuls just under where your dress was hiked up to your waist, squeezing the flesh as his grunts and moans fill your ear. "fuckin' missed this, you being a dumb whore for me." his breath crawls down your neck raising every hair on your body as you cry out in pleasure, your legs trying to spread wider, his legs straddling the backs of your thighs making it difficult.
"theo!" the scream of his name makes him thrust faster into you, a wet sound filling the room with every movement of his body. his hand snakes to your throat, yanking your head up and cutting off your airflow. you start to become lightheaded, the feeling making your pleasure skyrocket. "not running that mouth of yours anymore, huh? getting so quiet on me." he says almost disappointed. you can feel your orgasm approaching, the waves of heat and bliss washing over you.
a loud moan threatens to leave you before theo has his fingers shoved into your mouth, hitting the back of your throat. when you don't gag he yanks them out of your mouth. the position is quickly switched as he pulls out and tosses you to your front. a loud slap! sound echoes through the walls of his bedroom as his hand finds your dripping heat, the shocking motion making your whole body jerk. slap! again, he hits you, then rubs his fingers fast over your throbbing clit.
whines leave your mouth as you quickly cum, liquid spraying all over theo's hands and chest. the grin on his face is nothing like you've ever seen. it would almost turn you on, if you weren't so exhausted.
"aren't you going to...?" he responds with a deep chuckle as you stare at his still-hard dick resting against his hand. he climbs on top of you, forcefully grabbing your chin. "wait- wait theo! stop! no I don't want-"
he forces his cock all the way down your throat, forcing you to gag around him. he's so deep that you could feel him if you put a hand to your throat. bright red marks appear on his thighs as your freshly manicured nails scratch down them, not really telling him to stop, but not telling him to keep going. you can only take it from him. he only wants you to take it from him.
and you will. because he realized how much he really wanted you. he didn't give a fuck about another girl. this was his high, using you and breaking you. and the cycle couldn't end now.
