Jun 1
i decided i'll own it and then convinced myself i MUST have more shame because it's not good enough to own or post unless it's anonymous and i don't have to be accountable. back to square one
#hcdgcyfxdvy#the problem is that the beginning is messy bc i was making stone soup just throwing everything from the pantry in there#every edible thing. but since then it's like become more of a soup base cause#the early bird doesn't always get the worm sometimes she can't find it and like the ground is dry as shit and there might not be any#worms in the area at all#and the late bird is better off#so now i look like a stupid idiot but by the end I've developed some sense and some understanding of some things.#so it doesn't line up but it kinda does cause it's all the same level of imaginary#but i would've made the beginning the kind of imaginary that could almost happen ..#if it was possible to know at the time .. what that was .#but i think the others are like that too. the first part is the worst. i'm trying so hard to fix it but maybe it has to be accepted#as it is#. cause sometimes you make things that aren't good#but someone might enjoy it still. that's beautiful#i can be humble. I'll try. not everything is about me#what are the other perverts gonna do like omg i need to think of them as some of them have thought of me#writing tag