The rage and sadness i feel for SQH when i think too much abt him.
He was forgotten by his parents after they got a divorce and by the time he was going to uni he was struggling financially living off of cup ramen and writing as an outlet. Somehow made it to where he can write for a living BUT NOT what HE wanted but what his subscribers wanted. Constantly being flamed in the comments abt his writing style and how he is a crap author. Died alone from a "pathetic" death after writing over a million words. Didnt even get to eat the ramen he wanted.
Then he was reborn into the story he wrote as a CHILD but with his old memories and FORCED to follow a path he didnt want. Born into a character that was destined to be canon fodder and having to learn how to cultivate and get a golden core and join one of the strongest sects. Once there he had to become subservient to the other peaks for being in one of the "weakest" peaks and constantly belittled. He gets to meet the character of his dreams but he treats him worse than a dog and having to survive as a spy and become a peak lord or else he gets punished and making sure the plot of the story moves along.
He's not from that world so do you understand how isolating it must be to be there all ALONE for YEARS and somehow someone else transmigrates into your story and it ends up being one of your biggest ANTI FANS but not only that THEY get to be in a body that already has a core and a peak lord and they get more leeway to get points and get to be OOC. And then EVERYONE LOVES HIM. Turns out he was a spoiled rich boy in his first life and gets to be in another spoiled rich boys body while you had to start from nothing
And then HE MAKES YOU come up with a plan to SAVE HIM and so you have to figure out how to make a WORKING HUMAN-LIKE BODY while he's constantly BELITTLING HIM FOR WRITING A STORY IN THE DIRECTION HE DIDNT WANT TO WRITE SO HE CAN SURVIVE. Criticizing him about not being able to remember some insignificant details in a story he wrote a lifetime ago
Then he has to survive those 5 years trying not to get found out by a HEAVENLY DEMON that he helped his teacher survive his self detonation. While also GETTING BEAT 3 TIMES A DAY BY THE SECOND STRONGEST DEMON in the DEMON REALM WHICH IS FILLED WITH ICE.
Despite all that SQQ isnt grateful contines to berate him despite the fact that HE didnt realize that LBH was in love with him. And blaming him for everything that happened.
And then once SQH thinks he's in the clear he has to be bodyguard during a royal ascension and of course it goes up in flames bc he's not a fighter and he has to defend against a demon. His dream man has HORRIBLE communication skills and so he ends up on the run after getting his frustration out on him after getting threatened if he saw him again he'd make him pay.
And while on the run he has hardly and money and supplies and runs into his friend who LITERALLY DOESNT CARE because he's on a HONEYMOON and they both treat him like a pest despite him being the reason they are together and then give him leftovers that can barely be considered a meal and then he get attacked once again and gets shot in the leg by a shard of ice.
ONLY THEN does he get a semi happy ending after being cornered and scared shitless by the demon who threatened him. But we dont get to read it happened only implied and opened ended for their relationship in the novel.
I just want him to get some justice he is constantly being belittled by everyone even those he considered allies and i just-
