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projecting my trauma onto fictional characters /j

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#mob psycho 100 #mp100 #reigen arataka #shigeo kageyama #my father does this #showed this to my sibling and they said he's more of a headphones person #maybe he would be idk #well i drew this at 11 last night it doesn't really matter #will they notice #my art

okay but connor saying that in this scene

he didn't play it as ilya deliberately not answering the question and instead just as ilya who was pleased by shane caring enough to ask it and thus pulling him into a cuddle without answering because his only thought was, "oh, he cares enough to ask about my family"

makes me laugh imagining it being an ongoing thing between them in the early days of shane asking a personal question in passing and ilya being so pleased by the curiosity that he doesn't always. actually remember. to answer.

which means shane has a google search history that sometimes looks like

russia asking about family rude

don't ask about family russia

rude to talk about family in russia

rules for conversation russia family personal

becAUSE ILYA DOESN'T SEEM MAD?? BUT ALSO HE JUST??? LEFT HIM ON READ?? BUT IN A REAL LIVE CONVERSATION??? WHAT THE FUCK???

finally shane settles into their relationship enough to be like *deep breath* "can we talk about something that i think might be hard?"

and ilya is just *internally sweating because oh god this sounds so fucking serious and-* "yes, of course"

"okay" *deep breath that just makes ilya even more tense in preparation for the worst case scenario of shane breaking this off or delivering other bad news* "why do you sometimes just not answer when i ask you questions?"

"...why do i do what?"

#heated rivalry #i just find it very funny to imagine that like. ilya straight up doesn't notice.#shane asks him little things and ilya is just pleased and so kisses him or pulls him into a cuddle and returns to what he was doing #and shane is just ...i know there is a mistake somewhere...but WHERE #shane searching for HOURS on reddit trying to work out where the fuck this social interaction is going wrong

thinking about Ilya self soothing here because he wants to be there for Shane right now but he has to be terrified that this could make Shane pull back from him and from them even though they're making all of these plans and they love each other

he hears Shane say that it's his worst fucking nightmare and Ilya can't help but blame himself for it and he's wondering if maybe Shane will blame him for it too

and he's so afraid that he's about to lose Shane just like he's lost everything else

#ilya rozanov #hollanov #shane hollander #heated rivalry #ilyarozanovedit #hollanovedit #heatedrivalryedit #mine #my gifs #it broke my heart when I noticed this #he's been blamed for so many things by the people who failed him #and he would probably accept any anger or blame that shane gives him #but he doesn't #he lets ilya comfort him and he lets ilya make him smile even in one of his most terrifying moments #and he visibly relaxes when ilya offers to go with him #ilya is his rock #not his downfall #ilya just doesn't know it yet

That video where the woman says her boyfriend is about to talk about his nerdy collection except it's Eddie talking to Corroded Coffin before Steve comes to one of their practices/hang outs saying, "Listen up, my boyfriend is coming tonight and he's probably going to make some sports references you don't understand and you better be nice to him or you'll have to start drafting up new characters for Hellfire."

The whole time Steve is talking to them, Eddie is stood slightly behind him giving them a warning glare. And everytime he excitedly brings up something they aren't familiar with, Eddie makes a threatening gesture, such as mouthing 'your character' and dragging a finger across his throat.

#steddie #steve has noticed and low key likes it so he doesn't let on that he knows

SecUnit meeting Gurathin: IDK he seems a bit isolated and withdrawn but the rest of them seem to like him

SecUnit getting to know Gurathin: He's infuriating. He accused me of being a danger to my clients. He doesn't like my favourite TV show. He keeps being right about where plans were going to go wrong (rude), and pointing out when I'm doing something reckless (even more rude, I already know I'm being reckless, fuck off). He's my client and if you touch him I'll rip your fingers off. I'm sending him a silly video of me pretending to be human but only because he asked and I need to hold the moral high ground. designation: I don't like him.

Other people meeting SecUnit and Gurathin: IDK he seems a bit isolated and withdrawn but SecUnit seems to like him.

#Like I genuinely think Gurathin is one of those people #who's abrasive primarily because he says what he thinks and is a bit of a pessimist and doesn't play to social niceties #(i.e. very much the same kind of asshole as murderbot)#and makes friends primarily by being stuck around people long enough for their annoyance at that social friction to wear off #and for them to notice that under his willingness to call you an idiot he's unswervingly loyal and insightful and good at his job #Murderbot is sitting here insisting that it doesn't like Gurathin at all not even a little and it's MUTUAL #while Gurathin has almost exactly the same relationship with SecUnit that he has with all his friends #only with occasional bonus declarations of ''I don't like you'' (at this point more of an in-joke than an insult)#peppered in between saving his ass and asking him for favours #fatal rambles #The Murderbot Diaries #TheMurderbotDiaries #SecUnit #Gurathin

Post-drug dealer Eddie who decides to try his hand at being a private investigator. It's kind of the same skill set, right? Being discreet, being able to read people, toeing the line of morality? Why not give it a go?

His first target is named Steve Harrington and the guy who hired him made him out to be the devil incarnate. Some back stabbing, cheating son of a bitch who's into some shady shit. Eddie would have backed out, but the guy was willing to pay a lot of money and the van wasn't goig to fix itself...and maybe he was eyeing that original pressing of Kill Them All at the record store down the street, sue him.

Unfortunately for him, this Steve guy seems painfully normal. He watches him from a disatance, camera full of nothing but pictures of Steve going to his job at the Y. Going to the library to pick up his friend. Sitting alone on a bench with an ice cream. Dropping the ice cream on his shoes and looking so defeated. Petting a cat under the chin.

The guy is actually kind of pathetic, if Eddie was being honest. He has like two friends and never stays out past nine PM.

He's also really fucking hot.

He keeps bringing the same kind of stuff to his client, all but begging him to please let Eddie drop the case, but he just keeps throwing money at him and Eddie is a sucker for cold, hard cash. It's just getting kind of awkward because, well, he may or may not be falling ass over tits for this very sad, very beautiful man he's been stalking.

Yikes.