Day 9 "yellow"
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Day 9 "yellow"
this comment i got on my russell painting.....do they want russell to be their sugar baby?
…you found him didn’t you
A bit of the opposite.
She had that ‘I told you so’ look in her eyes; the look of ‘you should know better,’ way before my world even came crashing down. She could see how this would end, and I’m not going to lie, so did I. “You want the honest truth,” she said, “he’ll leave - they always do. Doesn’t matter what you say or what you do, they always seem to find someone so much miraculously better in such an ugly world. He’ll leave and you’re going to regret opening up to him, letting him in, and you’ll realize everything he ever said to you was a lie. And at some point,” she paused and let out a little chuckle, “this is the worst part, at some point it’s not even going to feel like heartbreak anymore, it’ll be a comfort zone for you because that’s all you’ll ever come to know. It’s a game for him, so save yourself the predictable tragedy and get out now. Because at the end of this, they’re all the same, and they always seem to take a piece of you with them.” I can’t lie, she wasn’t wrong - you’ll leave when things no longer work in your favor, you’ll leave once you find better, and there’s absolutely nothing I can do about that. Because there will come a day when you find that I’m just not worth it anymore.
c.f. // "but I guess I’ll love you for now while I still can"
I want you to fight for me, to show me that this means as much to you as it does to me
Every day is starting to feel like bricks carried around in my backpack.
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