#heartfeltpost

[instadw]

Kim Kardashian says she loves Kanye West 'for life' in birthday tribute

[androidkumar]

2018 was what would I call a "balanced" year to me. Entering pre-adulthood isn't as "fun" as you'd expect. First half was filled with grief, loss, pain, illness, embarrassment, realization of more fake + disloyal people, broke season and God's life trials on me. 6 months later was an unexpected turn happened to me. New experiences, new skills, new and more real people, uncalled rewards and new upgrades. What I'm trying to conclude here in this concise text would be this. Life is hard but beautiful at the same time. If an individual is unable to balance both and blame on other subtle factors, you haven't meet the ones who have been struggling both physically and mentally almost their entire life. It's okay to get hurt, it's all about healing and evolving better from it. There will always be people who'd be giving you that alienated "compliments". Appreciate your current existence as it is short, while making FULL use of it and not blaming anyone. Although I'm ending 2018 with an assignment-exam packed season, I'm ending with a satisfactory-filled smile :) On the left you see a veteran performer who served me for almost a decade. It still serves me without a hassle besides being an underperformer. On the right, is my new performance grinder which I've started my new journey on it. Difference? Only 10 generations old. And no, I don't and I won't ditch the Core 2 just because I got a Core i7. Both are equally important to me and I care both equally... On the left is now a hybrid Windows + Linux workstation. On the right is now my current daily driver for the next 2 decades. Till then, Merry Christmas and hope everyone start 2019 with a blast! #endof2018 #tistheseason #heartfeltpost #like4like #instagood #merrychristmas https://www.instagram.com/p/BrvFtexnD5h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1oyx2g572jg75

[1993sungem]

Starting to feel heartbroken like two years ago. I love time because sooner or later a lot of unanswered questions are answered. I started thinking of closure a while ago but I’m not sure I believe in it.

[sunshinerainfall]

Under his wings, he opened my eyes and heart and taught me the joy of learning and entertained my inquisitive mind. What is google, an one dimentional search engine, cutting off conversation and exchange of ideas, human interaction of any sort. why dont u let me question, why staving off my curiosity, why so impatient, why cant you let me be me, i retorted angrily and haughtily, hands on my hips. i dislike your attitude and tone. you are not him, nothing like him, and you cut carelessly. mad piss but anger of such is worse than acid says mark twain. it stays in you and corrodes from within.

[stellarpunkk]

Thank you to my Tumblr friends.

I want to say thank you, to all of my Tumblr friends.

Honestly, at home, I feel like no one listens to what I have to say. If they do, they’re on their phone or watching TV and mumbling “Uh-huh’s”, which really isn’t listening at all. My family listens half-heartedly, and I feel like I’m not interesting or good enough to make conversation with them. I like anime, video games, cars, legos, toys, movies, fantasy, books, comics, etc. My family may like some of the things I like, but we never really bond over it, and any discussion about things in common has the life expectancy of about five minutes. Sometimes I feel like, because I’m not male, my family somehow sees me as lesser, which affects our relationships. (That’s a whole different backstory I won’t go into right now, though.)

The thing is, I love to talk and rave and laugh and cry about my favorite things, as well as issues that bother me, and I feel like I can’t do that in my house. But on Tumblr, I laugh more than I ever do in my house talking to my family. People on Tumblr get me, and I get them, even though I don’t know them and have only 13 followers (whom I all love dearly. If they stopped posting, I’d go into depression). No one on here judges me for liking anime and weird pictures and movies, and certain actors. No one puts me down, like my family has so many times before. I feel free here. Free to be me and laugh at things without being criticized for what I’m laughing at. To vent about video games and not be looked at as weird or odd.

I don’t know, just- don’t stop guys. I know some of you guys will read this and think “whatever”, or “exaggerating much” or “sob story”, but honestly, this is how I feel. Don’t stop posting and being yourself because… being yourself helps me be myself, okay?