#hell is me

[evil-vam-pire]

i don't 'get' tired

i remain tired!

[ih8gege]

[evil-vam-pire]

I just realized that I'm fucking damn anorexic!!

Hah I'm just kidding ive always known that, just never accepted it

[h-a-n-n-n-n]

I just realised that l hold the same level of excitement for pride month as children in movies do for Christmas

This app is my Christmas

It's great I get to have it at all, but it's JUST THIS APP

[h-a-n-n-n-n]

I think l'm gonna wait till I'm settled to build emotional connections… if I can't take my heart with me; I'll die won't I?

[h-a-n-n-n-n]

I wanna date someone; but like-

Platonically

[evil-vam-pire]

sorry im late, i saw a dog

[in2thedeath]

I'd join big server discord VCs trying to find anyone interesting enough to drown out the ringing truth that i have no friends anymore because i yell at everyone I love until they hate my guts and then i plead and say oh i dont know what i was thinking im so sorry please take me back as if im not gonna do the same shit the next fucking day i wonder why i even bother this shit isnt even just online i am a ticking time bomb today i yell at people tomorrow im gonna fucking kill somebody although a big part of that is the cesspool that is discord and ever since joining tumblr i can really see the stark contrast between the two its almost like im in a different fucking dimension with a different internet because no fucking way the cool unique people on here share the same fucking fibre optic internet cables as the inbred mentally challenged spineless excuses of humanity that dwell those VCs that i tried to humor myself in only to leave absolutely disappointed and with less faith in humanity than before if thats even possible those scumbags never fail to surprise me , i see why people do drugs