#hellafeels

[hellaarknight]

To be loved in this universe the same way Chuuya Nakahara is portrayed to love in the BSD universe. With all his heart, with his touch and fears. Tenderly, gently, profoundly. The way he would linger with his lips on every inch of your body, would worship every centimeter of your skin, just because he loves.

[hellaarknight]

Feelings

We can feel such a large spectrum of emotions and yet we repulse the ones we deem as negative and only strive to feel only a few of the positives. Isn't it almost sad? To be able to feel and yet all you wanna do is to go numb. Ahh... if only we'd understand that emotions aren't scary.

[hellaarknight]

I'm too damn hurt not to become a bitch about it and fucking change my life 180.

[hellaarknight]

Learned a lesson today. People do not love you as much as you love them.

Don't expect the same treatment you offer your friends to be offered to you.

[hellaarknight]

Timelines

The best conclusion I could ever come up with regarding life is that there is no right or imposed timeline. Society makes us think that we have to follow a certain path, but in reality, we can do whatever the fuck we want. Start university later, fall in love for the first time at 30, find your career at 16. It doesn't matter if one month or one year is not lived according to some imaginary imposed standard. Stop beating yourself over it. Make your own timelines.

[hellaarknight]

Gratefulness

There comes a day when you'll feel full of love and gratefulness for your life. A day when you'll stop and look around and see the good through all the shit that happened. You'll realize that despite everything, you're alive and that's what matters.

[goldenballerswagmoney]

this is everything rn.

[awared-sonder]