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logging off before I go on a spree deleting my more recent art and fic posts.
The feeling when you're just tired and want to do nothing with the day and honestly, just kind of want the day to be over as soon as possible because doing nothing will make you feel bad about doing nothing.
But also you're So Aware that it's Monday Tomorrow and that means Work Again and that means No Writing Until Thursday
And so you also really want to write something because that's fun and makes your brain happy
But you're too tired and you know just watching some Voyager is probably the self-care thing to do and just blob
And idk. You're just pre-emptively like, grieving? how quickly your afternoon's going to go and then suddenly it'll be teatime and bedtime and gahhhhh.
I think I'm just a bit sad and anxious rn and brain is hungering for something that I can't give it because I don't know what.
🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️
I really wish my brain would let me write tonight. I’ve got the time to write. I’ve got the motivation to write. But the document remains empty.
I love the absolute confidence I had putting in ear plugs to go to sleep when it's my brain making all the noise and keeping me awake...
me: and minding my own business
my mind: what about sonya and teresa
me: 😳 /suddendly flustered
come save me @solopadawan
Me, wanting to post all the characterization already and finish the links: plzzz it would be so easyyy
The logic side of my brain: do you realy wants to spam? Do you? Hmhu? Didn't think so. Now calm dow
Could a depressed person do THIS? *does 7 things in a row a depressed person absolutely would and could do*
LOOKS LIKE MY WRITING MUSE IS BACK TIME TO BANG MY KEYBOARD TO THE TUNE OF HUNG AND BROKEN ASHES