Just a few more days then I'll be leaving my home, the safest haven. All my life I was pampered by the people around me; my family, friends, schoolmates, relatives, church mates; sure name them all. I'm excited because I will now experience things that I'd never had before and nervous because everything in this is still new to me. But now I won't just be stepping out of my comfort zone I will also be diving into the sea of the unknown. I don't know how deep this world is, for surely there'll be things that I must know in order to survive, things that for the first time I'll know, and I may also unexpectedly open the pandora box , divulging secrets that I must never know.
Although I'll be facing this world soon, it doesn't necessarily means that I'll adapt from it, for what good will it bring to me? I will not let any puny efforts shake my foundation, the foundation I was molded in since I was a child. I will stand firm upon my beliefs and principles in life, therefore I chose not to conform (Romans 12:2). The world can twist our thinking, making even small decisions favourable on its side. It also has lot to offer, things that our flesh deeply desires. I know so well that our youth is limited, that there are some things that we could only do in our young age, but we don't need to do all of it. I pray to Him, that He'll give me the ability to discern what is supposed to be done and what's not.