#hellosoftie

[hell-o-softie]

the place u go 2 watch me be a fuckin dork

anyone wanna watch me fuck around while i animate that rly important pmv i mentioned in hot milks post

[hell-o-softie]

(i literally just added “2018″ over the original links,)

this is

so much development

between u and me i’ve been bashing my art so fuckin bad lately and felt utterly incompetent (and not just at art)

but looking at this it makes me feel a bit better because its like

yeah

i’ve improved a lot over this year and i think im getting closer to the style that i want

so maybe some of the other stuff i’ve been frustrated or stressed with is better than i realize, because hey, im still here, even though i’m practically a blip of unacknowledgement in so many eyes, and just this tiny person, but thats ok, because im doing my best in the face of all this stuff that should be crushing me

but i’m still going strong even though everything feels so bad