#helluva high

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It means sososososo much to me that Stolas is too fucking depressed to do anything to take care of himself, barely seems to care or register that gross things are being hurled at him, slumps over into the bath and doesn't even attempt to pull himself out of drowing, and Blitzø is just being tender af, taking Stolas by the hand and bringing him home, cleaning him up, reminding him not to inhale bathwater, leading him over to the couch, helping him lie down, fucking tucking him in. Don't even get me started on the brushing feathers out of his face once he's asleep and the fucking soft cheek kiss.

Blitzø isn't just willing to take care of Stolas, he's happy to. It's exactly what Stolas needs right now, and Blitzø is thrilled he gets to provide it. He just loves Stolas that much. FUCK.

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Okay wait I've been picturing a draft horse when Blitzø said Stolas was like one of those very tall tall horses. But based on his horse picture of Stolas

I now realize he probably meant a giraffe.

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The way literally everyone but Blitzø believed that Blitzø had a chance with Stolas.

Like, Millie obviously called them boyfriends. Moxxie says Stolas seems to really like Blitzø. Octavia also called them boyfriends. Striker is fully aware that they have feelings for each other. Asmodeus knows about Stolas's feelings at the very least. Fizz rolled his eyes about Blitzø's denial of feelings being involved on BOTH ends.

Fuck, even Verosica, who fucking hates Blitzø, understands how he could have a shot with a prince and left him heart broken.

Like damn bruh, how far down in denial do you have to be to think that you have zero chance with the guy you like??

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What if Stolas worries that Blitzø doesn't feel any passion for him outside of threatening situations (such as almost getting executed and fighting Andrealphus) bc of the Sinsmas hug and then he keeps throwing them into danger to get Blitzø to dramatically rescue and kiss him.

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Yeah, this is where I'm at

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How is Blitzø getting all these snazzy turtlenecks over his hugeass head???

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I gotta say, the way he's holding onto his chest fluff for support here is making me feel things

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The way Fizz is a performer and loves performing but he's convinced he has to always be performing in order for people to like him. But Asmodeus likes him for the real him.

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The way Blitzø is so terrified of performing that he's convinced himself he's not and that he really is this bad and wants to make sure that people know it. But Stolas sees past that and cares very deeply for Blitzø.