Stretches over forward like a cat that's about to scratch something (that they most likely should not, too) sooomething about the ship of theseus sooomething about being so far gone so far removed only thing you can hold onto is your memories but you keep dropping and losing them too. The uncertainty of if you'll ever have what you once had. The question of what WAS that, you know. Because it's never even gone. It's just different. But you don't know how to explore it. And you don't trust others to do either. It's like carrying this little box and it's broken and it's missing bits and you're gripping it and sometimes people do notice that you're indeed holding something but you can't show it to them. And you can't even trust tell them what's inside either because if they can't see it they won't believe it. So you keep gripping the box trying to mend the pieces when it becomes unbearable and looking for what is lost but it's a sisyphean task. Anyway shout-out to Willem Dafoe for his role as the green goblin in spiderman 2002 dir. Sam Raimi the mirror scene is still one of the best scenes I've seen in any movie Period.