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🏳️‍🌈 Miscellaneous blog. Currently hyperfixated on Baki & liveblogging it often. Beware for baras. 🏳️‍🌈

🐴 I struggle horrors reaching out and talking to others. Please be patient my fear is immense and my guilt ever growing 🐴

💌 You can always send asks tho I ♥ chatting I just have ocd. You understand! 💌

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#luly talks

knottingmalice

belly hang is maybe the most beautiful thing ever

the-acid-pear

@majorluz

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wuppy

#deltarune #so fluff...

witchtaunter

This is why I pushed her for all those years. So she could finally go EVEN FURTHER BEYOND. Commission for reversalmushroom

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cupidjoy

SF Mission, 1997 Asia, Elitrea, and Anna Joy By Chloe Sherman

sm64mario

a lot of you in'a the tags need to take better care of you'a sleep schedules

sm64mario

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sm-64-luigi

When my eyes my right eye is higher up my left eye is lower down my left I got em sides mixed. But my right & lower eye id brighter so I favor it for looking going to sleep now tomorrow things sr. Bsoenjjgntrjst

#luly talks #I am so sleepy good he

ohwhatagloomyshow

do you remember why you followed prev

yes :)

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Remaining time: 6 days 4 hours

#fish 🐟

robertfagden

(guy who tags every single post as the same exact character) you know who this post reminds me of?

#literally me #in fact I currently was just about to make a Musashi post

moveslikekeithrichards

labubu was meant to be hanging off a kindergartners backpack filthy as fuck with no eyes left

chillyfeetsteak

the only reason we have a labubu is we found one outside face down in the dirt with the hands attached backwards

localcoffeeshop

“i have to listen to my body’s needs” secret boss fight written by person who has chronic and disabling wrist pain which has fundamentally changed his relationship to his hobbies and his job <- i care it as someone who has also had chronic pain in my wrist/hand for 5 years

localcoffeeshop

another thing i tend to think about with this. i also just think in chapter 5 there's a theme of care and dependency. the flowers have extreme guilt over being taken care of by asgore. flowery conceptualizes himself as weak and useless. in the dark world, his fantasy, he tries to return the care given to him to asgore to "make up for" asgore taking care of him when he should've died decades ago. it's an extreme example, but i also resonate with his feeling.

when your body or mind puts you in a situation where your reliance on other people becomes really explicit, you're trained by the world to see that as shameful or to see yourself as deficient. your efforts to ignore your needs just to avoid "being a burden," will leave you worse off. you punish yourself because of deeply internalized ableism.

regardless, even by virtue of being a living thing on this planet, you are already designed to need others. you have to listen to your body's needs even against a society that teaches you you shouldn't. you have to be okay with the fact that you have needs. sometimes your needs are different or are greater than the person next to you, and all you can do is listen to your body and turn to others when you need them. you're still a person when you need people.

when toby says this:

it's interesting to me how much he uses the language of deltarune to express this feeling. your hopes and dreams slipping away, and bitterness growing is literally the explanation we get for shadow crystals (and so wept the fallen star, making rivers with its tears. then, slowly, from the bitter water, something grew. it looked like glass). this is also the crushing feeling when you lose a sense of control when you're in pain, when you can't do things the way you want, the way you used to. but when you find yourself still able to fly, you do so because you've adapted. you've listened to your body. you've learned that listening to your body means changing the pace, letting yourself be cared for, letting yourself be helped.

as far as toby's said it, having to expand his team has made deltarune a better game. chapter 5 is so expansive because so many people helped to make it. Pink's fight has sprite work from guest artists, music with Camellia, bullets programmed by Toby's team. She is, to me, a love letter to Deltarune's development process as a whole and how it has shaped Toby, and a reflection of the kinds of thoughts Toby has shared with us about developing Deltarune alongside pain. I also think it's a beautiful follow-up to Gerson's themes of storytelling and authorship (letting go of "perfection" + accepting the contributions of others = both about rescinding control and embracing perseverance). Pink is also so much more than this, but I've been thinking about this a lot.

the-acid-pear

I'm going to a therapy session with my dad. I had to drink my linden tea #mylindentea see if that eases me. Right now as a good sufferer of a trauma based disorder focused on survival I can't remember anything I want to say and I want to throw up and buried under there I want to destroy everything and stand around the remains of all that was. Ideally I'm hoping for a civil conversation aided and brought along by my therapist. :)

Wish me luck

the-acid-pear

I have an hour left of tapers still but I'll admit Care's talk about needing to explode remind me a lot of what I was feeling during this moment & many B4 in my life. Most real story evar.

#luly talks

kidzbopdeathgrips

*sitting in the tower of my evil castle as lightning crashes outside* you know i probably don't need all this space as a single woman living alone

#oc tag

grrlpet-deactivated20260120

aaaaa omg a coworker just came to my desk like "oh, you changed your name? me too, look!--" and pointed out her badge and then her ringless hand and gleefully announced, "divorce!!" and we exchanged congratulations and fist bumped djdnsnjs best interaction of my entire transition

noahbaumbachmaritalstatus

STATUS: DIVORCED (POSITIVE)

calicotisane

Permanently embarrassed normal person

#today i was going to the park and it had me realizing i still live like i'm in highschool thinking they'll kill me if i step into the wrong #place or walk near the wrong people and im simply not allowed anywhere #it was a huge revelation to me. like these feelings were around since forever but i couldnt tell where they came from #also this level of stress explains why i was living like that as a teen

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