Istg I have trauma because of this song I sobbed as hard as I did while watching the last episodes when I read the lyrics🤧
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Istg I have trauma because of this song I sobbed as hard as I did while watching the last episodes when I read the lyrics🤧
it’s been seven days anddddd yeah i’m still obsessed with hen bie
my favourite lyrics from 'hen bie'
'Blood flooded the lotus pods on the boat / I was unharmed in the flames, but all was lost' - were you really unharmed? this verse encapsulates how quickly the fall of lotus pier happened, how quickly an entire world was destroyed.
'Even a thousand people of the mortal world cannot be of greater importance than me / After this, I would have to send away even more dead bodies' - these lines are ... very interesting. and kind of make me hate him a bit. but, after you have lost everything who do you have but you? the world has taken everything from you so why should you not take everything from the world for yourself? loss brings resentment brings hatred.
'Far over the mountains and across the rivers / Would there be still someone waiting at Lotus Pier?' - crying as i slowly shake my head even though jiang cheng rebuilt lotus pier physically, for him it lies in a place out of reach, with his family, but he will never be able to reach there again. there is no one waiting for him at lotus pier
'I realized we were seeking different paths / The bond that we shared back then was unlike that with other friends' - crying and throwing up. wei wuxian never wanted the life that he promised jiang cheng, i think. he loved jiang cheng, and had been told his purpose was to support him and stand by him forever, however that is fundimentally not what wei wuxian's character was suited to. contrastingly, this is exactly what jiang cheng dreamed of. they loved each other as brothers, however their future never lay with each other.
'When we met again, my friend was vaguely recognizable behind a new appearance' - HE STILL THINKS OF HIM AS HIS FRIEND this man is split in two parts: the part that sees wei wuxian as his brother and friend, and the part that sees him as the person who took everything from him.
'When my old friend bid his farewell, I had words to say but couldn't utter them / Like a silkworm, I was enmeshed in a web of my own spinning / He died with regrets of not being able to explain himself / I could only let the cold ash fly away with no avail' - the fatal flaw of the yunmeng brothers and the root of their tragedy was their inability to communicate. class divisions, the enmity and jealousy and hatred sown by their parents, their fundamentally incompatible personalities meant that they could, i feel, never truly have become the twin prides they dreamt of. also jiang cheng blames himself for everything. poor guy.
'Zidian has no emotions so how can it sense my pain' - violence and anger are the only ways jiang cheng feels comfortable expressing his emotions, but they can never fully display the depth of his hurt and love.
'This should have been the time when autumnal emotions are the strongest' - i don't know what this means but it speaks to me.
The way I just know to the bottom of my bones that 《恨别》 is going to be in my top five on spotify this year
Listening to Hen Bie for the first time:
Listening to Hen Bie for the 133rd time:
Jiang Cheng’s character song just hits different
Have been listening to Hen Bie and Gu Cheng on repeat bc I'm a simp for jiang cheng and also I like to suffer
HEN BIE LYRICS THAT WILL ABSOLUTELY FUCK ME UP FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
THESE SONGS PORTRAY THE CHARACTERS FEELINGS SO WELL AND THE LYRICS DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FUCKING LY R I CS