#hereunoia

[hereunoia]

I looked into my heart last night for the first time since our breakup and got scared at all the empty space inside.

When my father moved out I touched my ear to the walls of our house, praying I’d catch an echo of his voice trapped inside the plaster.

I might’ve done the same with you, when I filled my mouth with nothing but your name and hoped something other than my voice would speak instead.

I wonder why I started bleaching the color out of my sky to make yours look brighter. Why I kept giving things you never asked for. If there’s a limit to how much of yourself you can store inside someone until you stop making use of your body, I think I managed to find out with you.

Remember none of this I write to hurt us, I don’t love you anymore, but I used to. And I’m alright knowing my body  will always smile all the way to the bone  when I think of you.

I’m okay with this.

How wonderful is it to know I gave someone this much and still have enough to love later?

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   WORDS AFTER WE LET GO, alaska gold.

[justinwlin]

After so long I finally bought the book from one of my favorite authors, Alaska Gold... ❤️

[hereunoia]

On the day you were born, all the stars fell from the sky to watch you.

alaska gold.

[hereunoia]

The way you dip your tongue into my mouth.

The way you love me without words.

[hereunoia]

Treat yourself like a miracle.

I hope you don’t forget, Alaska Gold.

[peasantfuji]

This is so important

I have no words for this.

I have no words and those are my bed sheets and that’s my poetry collection. I have no words and Alaska has them all for me.

This is the most unique thing I own. This right here contains poems chosen by me and written by the always lovely Alaska Gold. It contains drawings and feelings and even a letter only for you and you may have thought this girl was done with the world but she is not. She will keep shining the brightest forever.

My English is terrible and my heart is about to explode, but it is all worth it.

This book right here is a book to have and to love. Everything has been done with so much care and love (you can feel it in your fingertips). I even wasn’t able to break the envelope because it was so beautifully packed. I just can’t tear my eyes off it. It’s so beautiful. I’m going to cry.

Thank you. Thank you, Alaska. I love you.

[hereunoia]

Hello friends, 

I've got an update for you. From now on all of the questions asking for names based on initials are going to be found on the sidebar menu titled "names". So if you can't find your question on the main menu it's because I've moved it to this other page. These are just going to be the questions where you directly ask for a name. Any other question/comment that is signed with initials will be posted on the main page of the blog, as usual.

I'll be updating it frequently, so keep posted! 

Enjoy & keep smiling!

- A x

[aaruba]

top 5 favorite blogs?

mm this is exciting!! yay anons!

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