My dearest Hero, thank you for being the gem that you are and my professional simp in crime. Hope you like this 🧡
prompt: geraskier + “putting their head on the other's chest”
wc: 524
tags: modern!au, established relationship, parent!geraskier, fluff
It is too fucking early. Geralt groans, but it is no use trying to fall back asleep — the loud screams coming from the other side of the wall are making sure of that.
"It's okay, I've got her," Jaskier whispers and then he can hear the sound of feet patting across the floor and out of the bedroom. A few seconds later, the crying stops.
Geralt rubs his eyes and sits up in bed. He is tired, so fucking tired, but he knows that even if he lies back down, he will just stare at the ceiling. He can't sleep without Jaskier by his side, as pathetic as it sounds — the beating of his husband's heart has been his lullaby for years now.
He doesn't know how long Jaskier's gone for, but when he comes back he is not alone. "Someone wanted to see her Papa," he says and presses a kiss to Ciri's chubby cheek before climbing back into bed with her.
Geralt doesn't say anything, just holds out his hands and pulls her close once Jaskier has carefully placed her in his arms. Her blonde hair is sticking up in every direction possible and she is staring at him with big blue eyes, even bluer than her dad's. For a moment, he is entranced, completely enamoured with his, no, their daughter.
A voice pulls Geralt back into the present.
"It's incredible that such a tiny creature can scream so loudly you wanna cut your ears off," Jaskier says. He is leaning against their bed's headboard, legs loosely crossed over each other. There's baby spit all over his shirt and the circles under his eyes are almost as dark as his hair. He has never looked better, and Geralt leans in for a kiss.
"We knew what we were in for when we adopted her," he replies and pulls faces at Ciri to make her laugh. She lets out a giggle and shows them a toothless smile, her little tongue sticking out of her mouth.
"Truly a daddy's girl. And yes, but they weren't kidding when they said that the first 6 months are the hardest." Jaskier pauses for a moment.
"Still. I wouldn't trade this for the world." He places his hand on Geralt's thigh, his wedding ring illuminated by the moonlight shining through their bedroom window.
Geralt only nods in agreement before he has to stifle a yawn. The lack of sleep, the nightly diaper changes, the balance of his work and his family — all of it is getting to him. And yet, in moments like these, when they're all together and the world is quiet, he thanks the universe for granting him these two blessings.
He closes his eyes and leans his head back against the wall. An arm wraps itself around his shoulders and pulls him close until his head is comfortably lying on Jaskier's chest. Ciri is still safely nestled in his arms, but she has stopped moving, the even rhythm of her breath indicating that she's fallen back asleep again. Soft lips press a kiss to his forehead.
They walked back in near silence, Geralt still dwelling on the swirling storm of guilt and yawning despair he found himself thrust into. Jaskier was quiet, unusually so, perhaps sensing Geralt’s sudden shift in mood. Geralt reminded himself once again that he wasn’t tricking Jaskier into anything. This wasn’t a marriage, not one that would be binding in any realm of men or even elves. It was a magic ritual he was using to save his friend’s life, he told himself firmly. That was all it could be, no matter how much Geralt’s heart demanded more.
“You’re awfully quiet,” Jaskier finally said, as they exited the stairwell they’d come down back onto one of the upper levels. “More than usual, I mean.”
Geralt gave a noncommittal hum, not even knowing where to begin in explaining his reticence. Jaskier shuffled along behind him, and Geralt could hear how he was clenching and unclenching his hands around the strap of his shoulder bag, the leather creaking. “Are you… having second thoughts about this? It’s quite the undertaking, I understand, and if you feel it’s not worth it—”
“Jaskier,” Geralt snapped, “shut up. I’m fine.” His skin felt raw and overexposed, as if he’d downed one too many potions. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d felt this unmoored, not since the early days of gaining his Child Surprise.
He could feel Jaskier bristle behind him even before he spoke. “Well forgive me for checking in,” the bard bit out. “Gods forbid I do something that reminds you that I care.”
Geralt sighed through his nose, clenching his teeth. He could not take this out on Jaskier, not when this was a situation he’d fabricated for himself. “I know you do, Jask,” he said, the closest thing he felt he could muster now to an apology. “That’s why we have to do this. I—” the I care for you too died in his throat, too close to the truth for comfort. “I need you around,” he settled on, still too much, too revealing. But Jaskier deserved to know that whatever Geralt might be feeling, he wanted to do this. He needed to do this.
“Of course,” Jaskier said, sounding tired for some reason. “For Ciri, I know. But if it’s such a burden, you can always ask Triss, you know. Or Vesemir, or any of your brothers. If you don’t want to do this, I’m the last one who will force you to go through with it.”
Geralt struggled to find the words to convince Jaskier of his intentions without giving himself away, and failed. The silence stretched on between them, a condemnation, and Jaskier heaved a sigh before pushing ahead. “Forget I said anything,” he muttered, head down as he stalked forward. Geralt opened his mouth to say something, anything to smooth out the defensive line of Jaskier’s shoulders, but nothing came out. He had nothing to offer that wouldn’t drive Jaskier even further away.
So after a moment, he followed in silence.
He allowed the distance between them to persist, Jaskier walking some thirty feet ahead of him. If he’d been closer, perhaps he would have seen the crack in the floor, or heard the grinding of stone. As it was, he looked up as Jaskier gave a sharp gasp of surprise, just as the sound of crumbling rock reached him. Jaskier turned and Geralt caught one look of shock on his face before he was suddenly gone, swallowed by the fragile earth.
Geralt shouted, an abstract sound of panic, and dashed down the passage to the hole that now marred the cavern floor. Heedless of the crumbling edge, he flung himself down to peer into the darkness. The floor here was clearly directly above another tunnel or cavern, and the ancient supports must have given way somewhere, making the ground unstable. The space below was utterly dark; not even Geralt’s enhanced eyes could pierce the darkness. Jaskier’s torch had gone out in the fall, probably crushed by rubble. He didn’t know if it was ten feet down or one hundred. Jaskier could be lying below him, bones shattered on the unforgiving ground, head cracked open—
Geralt swallowed past the nausea that rose in him at the thought. Leaning over the chasm, he called out, “Jaskier!”
There was no answer, and Geralt couldn’t breathe.
“Fuck,” he said, fumbling at his belt, “fuck, fuck.” He pulled out his potion pouch and dug until he found the Cat, throwing the bottle carelessly aside after he’d taken a few quick mouthfuls. After a few seconds, the cave around him bloomed into focus, all shades of sharp grey. He squinted down into the hole again, eyes seeking. It was still dark, but now with the Cat coursing through his veins he could make out vague shapes. It looked like the floor of the lower level was ten to fifteen feet down, cluttered with the rubble from the above passage. Geralt sucked in a sharp breath when he spotted a limp figure lying amongst the debris.
Without thinking, he slid his legs down into the chasm and dropped.
It wasn’t a far drop, not for a prepared witcher. He landed on the balls of his feet and allowed the impact to roll up through him, only barely twinging his bad knee. What made him sway was seeing Jaskier, in clear focus now, sprawled out between the rocks that littered the floor. He was so still, his head turned away from Geralt, and for a moment he was frozen, unable to bring himself to approach. If Jaskier was—if he was dead—
Geralt forced himself forward.
He heard the heartbeat first, and the relief that coursed through him was so overwhelming he could only stumble the rest of the way to Jaskier’s side. He dropped to his knees, reaching out to touch his face gently. This close, he could smell the irony tang of blood, and when he turned Jaskier’s head he could see a smear of dark on the stone below. He swallowed heavily. Head wounds bled a lot, of course, it might not be too bad. But they could also be deceptive, especially in humans. He wasn’t sure how far the damage went, if Jaskier’s brain had taken any injury, or his spine. He hovered for a moment, indecisive.
Jaskier stirred, groaning.
“Don’t move,” Geralt snapped, slipping his hand behind Jaskier’s neck to cradle his head.
Jaskier paid him no mind, shifting minutely and wincing as he did so. “Owch,” he said, thickly. “Geralt?”
“You fell.” Geralt kept his hand in place, lifting his other to prod gently at the cut on Jaskier’s forehead. It was hard to see in the dark, Cat making everything indistinguishable shades of black and white, but he could see that it wasn’t exceptionally deep. It seemed like he’d landed feet first, and then fallen and hit his head afterwards. If he’d landed face first, Geralt assumed things would be a lot messier. “Do you remember?”
Jaskier twisted, shuffling until he was on his back instead of his side, panting up at Geralt. He was squinting, and Geralt wasn’t sure if it was from the pain or just because it was dark. There was almost no light down here, and Jaskier’s dull human eyes were probably utterly blind. Geralt kept his hand in place, steadying Jaskier’s head, not wanting him to injure himself further. “Ban Aine. Ruins. Fucking floor. You were being a dick.” He let out a disgusted sound. “Ow.”
“You probably have a concussion,” Geralt said, relief and affection swimming up through him and merging oddly with his lingering guilt. It wasn’t truly that far of a fall, though he wasn’t entirely sure how far humans could fall. Geralt could probably have made it twice the distance and been perfectly fine; Jaskier seemed alright except for his head. “Need to know if it’s safe to move you. Any pain in your neck? Can you move your fingers?”
He watched as Jaskier slowly took stock, clenching and unclenching his hands, moving carefully. Nothing hurt aside from his head, it seemed, and Geralt allowed himself to breathe out some of the worry that was compressing his lungs. Jaskier was fine. A little dizzy from the growing knot on his head, but otherwise fine. Unable to help himself, Geralt pressed forward until their foreheads were just barely touching, careful of the bump just below Jaskier’s hairline.
Jaskier exhaled slowly. “Don’t tell me you were worried, witcher,” he said, his voice gently teasing.
Geralt just breathed for a moment, letting the horrible fear that had overtaken him rest behind his breastbone. “Sorry,” he said, trying to keep his grip on the back of Jaskier’s neck gentle. “For being a dick.”
Jaskier snorted softly, reaching up to card his fingers briefly through Geralt’s hair. The touch smoothed away the tense, tight feeling that had been playing across Geralt’s skin since he saw Jaskier tumble from his sight. “It’s alright. I’m quite used to the dramatics of witchers. Besides, now you have to be nice to me. I’m an invalid.”
“And you call me dramatic,” Geralt said, unable to keep the helpless fondness from his voice. “Think you can move?”
“Mm, yes, I have an absolute fucker of a headache but otherwise all limbs seem to be in their place. And I still don’t fancy spending the night down here. Where are we?” Jaskier’s head began to turn before he clearly thought the better of it. It wouldn’t have helped, anyways; the tunnels were pitch black. “Can you see?”
“Took some Cat,” Geralt grunted, standing. He tucked Jaskier’s hand into his own and helped lever him to his feet. The bard sucked in a breath at the change in elevation. Geralt was sympathetic; moving around wasn’t going to be helping his head at all. He stayed close, ready to offer his support, which was why he was so quick to reach out when Jaskier took one step forward and his right knee gave out. Geralt caught him by the arm as Jaskier hissed, half sharp inhale and half curse. “Shit,” he bit out, clinging to Geralt tightly. “Oh fuck that hurt, Melitele’s tits—”
“Where,” Geralt demanded, throat tight again.
“Must have twisted my ankle when I landed on it,” Jaskier panted, managing to sound wry despite the way his face was twisted up in pain.
“Hmm,” Geralt agreed. “Too dark down here to look at it. Come on.” Jaskier made a noise of protest as Geralt began to pull away, but it was cut off abruptly as he reached down and swept his arm under Jaskier’s knees. The bard tumbled into his chest with a surprised gasp, one of his arms coming up around Geralt’s shoulders, clutching at his armor. The gasp quickly turned into a small grunt of pain, and Geralt tried to keep his movements steady enough that Jaskier’s head wouldn’t be jostled too much.
Jaskier gave him a dazed look as Geralt settled him. “Oh. My hero,” he said. Geralt was a bit worried by how breathy his voice suddenly sounded; if he was that winded from even that much light movement his head might be more injured than Geralt thought.
Geralt didn’t respond, more interested in getting them out before the Cat wore off. From their position he could see that the tunnel they were currently in—more of a path, really, with clear man-made walls—was elevated on one side. It was as good a lead as any, and he started up the slope.
It took perhaps half an hour for them to make their way back to the upper level, Jaskier tucked against Geralt’s chest as he navigated the winding corridors. Luckily it was fairly easy to tell when the air was closer to the surface. The tunnels that led lower into the ruins carried with them the stale scent of stone and ancient rot, so Geralt turned away from them and followed those that smelled fresher. They soon made their way back to what Geralt judged was the same level as where they’d left, though he couldn’t say whether they were in the same area. He could find no evidence of the hole that Jaskier had left behind, but eventually they reached a crumbled section of the wall that carried the scent of clean spring air. They had to squeeze through the narrow, natural crack in the rock beyond it, Jaskier set down in front of Geralt to limp his own way through. It had been too constricted to carry him, but Geralt still chewed on his cheek as he listened to Jaskier’s pained grunts of concentration.
Finally they stumbled out into the open air again—fully on the other side of the ruins from where they’d entered.
Geralt reached out a hand to steady Jaskier before he could fall, and the bard shot him a grateful look. Gently, Geralt pressed onto his shoulder until he was forced to sit on a rocky outcropping near the entrance to their little escape path. “Stay here,” he instructed. “I’ll go get Roach and we can make camp again on this side.”
Jaskier’s brows pinched together. “But we already made camp on the other side,” he said. His eyes were squinted again, but this time Geralt expected it was because the setting sunlight was hurting his head. Geralt wasn’t faring all that much better, though the Cat would probably be leaving his system soon. At the moment the world was overexposed, all the color leached out while the sky and reflections of sunlight on the surrounding rocks blinded him.
“You’re injured,” was all he said. “Just wait here.”
Jaskier pouted, and Geralt felt something unclench in his chest at the expression. If he was being a brat he couldn’t be feeling too bad. “Fine, witcher. But I think you’re being dramatic again.”
Geralt just raised an eyebrow at him. Jaskier huffed as if he knew exactly what Geralt was thinking. Hypocrite.
“Don’t get into trouble,” Geralt instructed, and then turned to make his way back to the other side of the ruins.
By the time he collected Roach and made it back to the rocky outcropping, it was nearing dusk. He muttered a few choice curses under his breath; it would be difficult to treat Jaskier’s wounds in the dark. As he rounded the bend in the ruins he had a moment of unbridled panic; the place he’d left Jaskier was vacant. It faded after a moment, however. Jaskier’s scent was still thick on the air, lavender and campfire smoke masked by a superficial irony tang. He found the bard tucked against a pillar, out of immediate view. Geralt released Roach’s reins to kneel next to him, reaching out to wrap a hand around Jaskier’s shoulder again. The bard startled under his fingers, moaning when the sudden motion jostled his head. The befuddled expression he turned on Geralt was tense with pain, but endearing despite it.
“You fell asleep,” Geralt informed him, his stomach twisted up with affection and worry. Gods, being in love was unbearable.
“Oh,” Jaskier said, reaching up to scrub a hand over his face. “Sorry. Roach?”
“Got her,” Geralt replied. “I’m gonna set up camp and then I’ll tend to your ankle.”
Jaskier didn’t look immediately thrilled by the prospect.
Geralt set up camp in record time, tossing out their bedrolls and lighting a few pieces of wood with igni, probably the sloppiest fire he’d ever put together. Once finished he helped Jaskier over to one of the bedrolls, sitting him down and pulling over the bag that they kept their basic medical supplies in.
There wasn’t a lot he could do for the ankle. If it was truly sprained it might help to brace it, but in reality Jaskier was just going to have to keep off of it for a few days. The head he could at least tend to, and he did, using boiled water to wipe away the tacky blood from where it had dripped over Jaskier’s forehead and clotted in his eyebrow. Jaskier winced away from the gentle pressure, but the wound didn’t start bleeding again, which Geralt counted as a win. Once done he checked the rest of Jaskier’s head for other bumps, but there was nothing aside from the one on his forehead. He was lucky; if it had been the back of his head he’d certainly have a raging concussion. As it was he seemed mostly fine, if a little dazed and photosensitive. Hopefully a few good night’s rest would see to that.
The ankle he did what he could for, strapping two branches on either side of Jaskier’s foot and pinning them down with bandages. It wasn’t professional work, but it would keep him from moving it too much while he slept. When he was finally finished Geralt tossed the bloody rags away and sighed, eying his handiwork.
Jaskier, who had been curiously silent through the entire production, said, “This certainly flips the script a bit, mm?”
Geralt blinked at him, pulled from his focus on Jaskier’s injuries. “What?”
Jaskier gave him a lopsided grin, almost sheepish. “Usually I’m the one patching you up,” he said. His eyes lost focus slightly, staring down at Geralt’s armor vacantly. “I think I like being on this side of things better.”
Geralt swallowed. He knew he should say something lighthearted, tease Jaskier about just liking the pampering, but instead he said, “I don’t.”
Jaskier’s gaze focused back on him, and eyebrows raised in a startled expression. And then the grin was back, wider than before but somehow more brittle. “Well then,” he said, “is the great Geralt of Rivia admitting that he cares?”
Something about his tone was missing the typical teasing lit, more self deferential than anything. As if he already knew the answer, and it wasn’t one he favored. Jaskier knew that Geralt wasn’t as emotionless as the tales claimed; he had seen first hand how Geralt had once twisted himself up over Yennefer, how devoted he was to Ciri, the affection he had for his brothers. Which meant that Jaskier just didn’t think Geralt cared about him.
It made Geralt want to fight something, or to pull Jaskier close and tell him just how wrong he was. He swallowed against the urge to reach out, instead looking down and needlessly adjusting the bandage around Jaskier’s ankle. “It’s not just for Ciri,” he admitted, allowing some part of the truth to float to the surface. Jaskier deserved at least that much.
“What?”
“It’s not—I don’t just want you around in case something happens. I mean, I do, of course, Ciri loves you, but.” Why was this so hard? Jaskier made finding his words seem so easy, effortless from years of practice and natural talent. Geralt forced himself to take a steadying breath. “You’re a good travelling companion. You make my life… better.”
Jaskier just stared at him for a long moment, his lips parted slightly. Geralt wanted, with an acuteness that bordered on physical pain, to put his mouth there, like a punctuation to his declaration. Finally Jaskier gathered himself and said, “Oh, well… Thank you. That’s rather good to hear.”
Geralt nodded, turning away to deal with washing out the rags and seeing about making them something to eat. After a few minutes of silence he could bear the tension in the air no longer, and stood. “I’m going to see if I can catch something,” he said, grabbing his crossbow from its place on Roach’s saddle. “Shout if you need me, I’ll stay close.”
Jaskier nodded absently, just watching him as Geralt gathered up the things he would need for the hunt. Just as he was about to make his way into the trees at the edge of the ruins, he heard Jaskier’s voice behind him, across the campfire.
“You make my life better, too.”
And Geralt didn’t even know what to do with that, the way those words curled through him and around his heart. He fled into the forest without a backward glance, the oathstone sitting heavily in his pocket.
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Halfway through!! And another piece of art to go along with it! The piece in this chapter is by the amazing @herostag, and I just adore it. The black and white because of Geralt taking the Cat is such a nice touch!
Hello <3 if you ever find yourself bored, consider this: Jaskier finds a baby fiend. he is thrilled. geralt is not. Wil they find momma fiend? who knows !
I love this and I love the art to go with it! Thanks @herostag!
This is about 650 words long, can be read as Geraskier or platonically. No warnings apply.
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They were about a day’s ride from Posada when they found it. Jaskier was wittering away about all and nothing, trying to come up with a new song about their last adventure, much to Geralt’s displeasure. Geralt had tuned out the bard a few hours ago, not having the mental capacity to really process the constant chatter, so his senses were dulled. He should have noticed the creature before Jaskier but it was too late.
“Geralt!” Jaskier cried loudly, pulling him from his thoughts.
He blinked a couple of times and refocussed his eyes. Jaskier was standing in front of him with bright eyes, glimmering with hope and wonder, a large toothy grin on his face. Geralt frowned, a happy Jaskier was never a good sign, danger was sure to follow, and sure enough Geralt’s eyes finally dropped to the bundle of fur in Jaskier’s arms.
Three yellow eyes gazed up at him, blinking one by one. Tiny horns protruded from his head, barely visible through the tuffs of spotted brown fur, behind them were a set of larger antlers. Geralt groaned and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Jaskier, put it back.”
“Oh but Geralt, look at him, he’s so tiny! He wouldn’t hurt a fly!” Jaskier cooed and them bumped his nose against the baby fiend’s. He starting to sing a lullaby and Geralt groaned, pressing his fingers to his forehead. “You are just the sweetest, mummy loves you, yes he does!”
“Fuck, Jaskier, I’m serious, drop it!”
Jaskier pouted, holding the monster up to Geralt. “But look at him, the cutest little darling!”
“He’s a monster, and his mother won’t be far away.”
Jaskier snorted and cuddled the creature as if it were a kitten, and not a ferocious beast. “Geralt, my dear, people think you are a monster, and we both know that’s not true.”
“Hmm.”
“Now, stop that!” Jaskier snapped, cradling the baby fiend in his arms. “You are not a monster, Geralt.”
“Regardless, that,” he pointed at the fiend, one of its hoofed back foot hanging limply down “is a monster, and I do not want to meet its mother. Put it down.”
“No.”
“Jaskier!”
“Geralt!” Jaskier glared back, stubborn as ever, stroking his fingers through the fiend’s fur, wrapping the tiny tail round his fingers.
The creature had had enough of their bickering, and bleated loudly. Geralt’s medallion hummed, his hand flying to his chest to catch it in his palm. “Shit! Jaskier, drop that thing, and get behind me!”
Jaskier whined. “But what if he gets hurt?”
“It’s a fiend, Jaskier, not a cat!”
Jaskier pouted but finally lowered the baby fiend to the floor. It bleated again, nuzzling against Jaskier’s leg, peering up at the bard with wide eyes. Jaskier whined again and Geralt cursed. “Stop looking at it.”
“But he’s so cute!”
“It’s trying to hypnotise you, shit!” Geralt swore, spinning round to see a much larger fiend charging down the path. Without thinking he picked Jaskier up and dumped him into Roach’s saddle. “Look after him, Roach.”
The skittish mare whinnied and cantered away, Jaskier’s shouts of protest filling the air. Geralt rolled his eyes and drew his silver sword, it would not be an easy fight and one he hadn’t prepared for. He was hoping he could injure the mother enough to slow her down and then run after his horse. He bent his knees and raised his sword, his fingers itched on the hilt, ready to blast Igni at a moment’s notice.
The baby fiend ran to its mother and hid beneath her paws, bleating happily. Geralt sighed. It was cute, he could admit that, if its mother wasn’t about to try and kill him. He shook his head, smiling fondly at the thought of his daft bard.
“Come on then, you bastard, let’s dance,” he muttered.
The fiend roared, pawing at the ground as it began its charge. Geralt smirked, another day, another monster.
Hi hello i need!! To thank you for the kind words on my work 😭💖💕💖 youre so sweet, thank you so much 💞
My darling Hero! <3 <3 <3
It’s been an honor to see your work all the way from the first sketch to this ABSOLUTELY AMAZING piece!
I knew it would be wonderful because you’re so talented but to get it finished in time after injuring yourself too! You’re awesome and I love this art <3 <3
Hello, i have a question and i dont know any rabbit breeding people to ask beside you :( i have bought a white lop buck with blue eyes, two months ago. Had him castrated last month, any now he is turning greyish around the nose. I googled and the color that best fits his new development is blue sable? Are sable bunnies born white and then turn colorful later on? His eyes have changed to something more of a lilac? Im not concerned, just interested really. Thank you for your time :)
Hey sure! Can you post a picture and tag me? I only use tumblr on mobile so I have no idea if you can submit one to me or not.
