#heyfuckyoued

[someofthisrumham]

USED TO BE HEYFUCKYOUED BUT THEN MY ROOMMATE FOUND MY BLOG IT MIGHT BE CHANGED AGAIN

i love i all

[life-of-a-skinny-boy]

Kayla and Lauren are actually models

[attemptingprolific]

14, 35, 50!

14: What has been a positive stand out moment for you so far in recovery?

My dad doesn’t know about my ED but he knows that I am in therapy. He told me the other day that he was proud of me for getting help. In the past I let things get so out of control that my school/parents insisted I see someone. So he said that it was very mature of me to get help before I reached that point again and that he could see positive changes in my life. It was just a very heartfelt moment that meant a lot to me. 

35: When do you feel most attractive? Why? Is it a place, time or outfit? 

Days I feel attractive are few and far between. But it is usually when I take the time to actually take care of myself. My depression really keeps me from caring about looking my best. So whenever I can manage to shower, brush my teeth, put a little bit of make up on, etc. I am always like DAMN, I LOOK GOOD. I should do this everyday. But, y’know, it’s difficult. 

50: If you could give advice to someone contemplating recovery, what would it be?

The fact that you are contemplating recovery is a great first step. Realizing you have a problem is a huge and difficult thing. Getting help is another. It took me a very long time (about 10 years) to admit to myself that I had an eating disorder and to find a recovery team that suited me. I have had several therapists not see my eating disorder as an issue because I’ve never been underweight (or even near it). I finally have a therapist (and dietitian) who take me seriously about my ED. It was well worth going through all of the other therapists to finally find this one who can actually help me recover. Having someone to help and hold you accountable is so important.

Thank you!

[no-me-ha-dejado]

50, 35, 14

50: If you could give advice to someone contemplating recovery, what would it be?

I’ve already answered this, so I’m going to give another piece of advice. :)

Do things that are healthy and distracting. Find something you are passionate about and allow that to fill the hole that your eating disorder leaves behind when you begin to give it up. That’s been so important for me, and I firmly believe that it will help someone else.

35. When do you feel most attractive? Why? Is it a place, time or outfit?

I’m complex with this. It’s really an internal thing for me. If I’m having a decent body image day, that plays a big factor. I typically feel best about myself when I am doing something like stage managing. That gives me an outlet, lets me distract from my body, and makes me feel productive.

14.What has been a positive stand out moment for you so far in recovery?

This isn’t one specific moment, but overall I feel so positive about the relationships I am finally forming. I am able to have deep and meaningful relationships with people again, which I wasn’t able to do in my eating disorder. I love this. I don’t feel so alone.

Thank you!!!

[someofthisrumham]

I've had this dress for 3 years now and I've NEVER worn it. Too self conscious, too "bloated" tonight, whatever. I lost it in my closet and it was forgotten. I found it tonight and got SO EXCITED. Also, I haven't had a photoshoot with anyone in awhile so it felt good to do one even with myself. P.S. Check out my new fuck me pumps I found for less than $20.

fuuuuuuck you, eating disorder. i'm a dime piece.

[h-jamesscott]

I was tagged by voldemortstolethetardis

Rule one: always post the rules

Rule two: answer all questions asked

Rule three: tag 11 people and ask your own 11 questions

Rule four: let all the people tagged know

01: how are you/how was your day?

I'm pretty good. Today was nice but pretty much like every other day. It was cold too :(

02: what’s your OTP? 

Johnlock, 10/Rose, Merthur

03: favourite movie?

Well i like all Disney animated movies, the Harry Potters, Pitch Perfect, The Avengers, etc.

04: favourite book?

All Harry Potters, Looking For Alaska, Paper Towns, The Fault in Our Stars, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, To Kill a Mockingbird

05: if you could be famous for a day who would you be and why?

Emma Watson cuz she's hot

06: what superpower would you want?

Mind reading

07: are you in love, or have a crush at the moment?

yeah theres this guy named dominic and lemme just say w o w

08: one thing you wish you were better at?

Singing and art

09: favourite fandom and why?

I really like whovians and whatever it is we call sherlock fans because they seem really accepting of all people and theyre never rude or anything so idek i just love you guys

10: favourite food?

blueberries and watermelon

11: twitter or tumblr?

well twitter is what started my internet addiction so i have a special place for it in my heart but i seem to be on tumblr more

my questions for you are:

1:what type of music do you like (genre or artists)?

2:favorite book(s)?

3: favorite movie(s)?

4:the worst dream you've ever had?

5:the best dream you've ever had?

6:favorite fictional character?

7: how are you doing?

8:spirit animal?

9:how's your love life going?

10:what fandom are you most a part of?

11: who's a celebrity that you admire?

[someofthisrumham]

Hey guys!

Give me some questions you have or video ideas!

I'm hoping to make a video later today because I'm in a great mood and feeling ready!

Fight fight fight today!