❝ it’s just... ❞ she HATED talking about her insecurities -- who doesn’t ? she just... didn’t want to focus on the fact that SO MUCH has changed since she was gone. so many things happened in those 10 years.. how will she even be able to catch up ? she was really expecting too much of herself.
❝ i’ve been gone for almost 11 years... do i even have a place in this family anymore ? ❞ asking that to launchpad really didn’t make any sense, but... she wasn’t really expecting an answer either. she was moreso venting than anything. ugh, admitting these ugly feelings was not pleasant at all. she really wished she could crack a joke or something.
❝ i can’t adventure like i used to because of my leg-- and i can’t even be a proper mother because donald is a MUCH better parental figure than i am... it’s just-- all too overwhelming how much i thought i could just GO BACK to how things where before. ❞ / @iim-a-pilot + cont.







