🀧 @wymsical … delirium + dream . ◜ sender is found by receiver somewhere they should not be. ◞
your relationship with your siblings is ... you are family. this has specific meaning : you are blood. you are closer with some, within reason, and further from others. you keep them in your gallery, even when spurned. you are busy, most of the time. too long have you been away from your realm to fret with frivolity. but there is a voice, strikingly familiar, almost patient, that would remind you of the needs of others. you take no reason to eat, nor enjoyment of it, but you know of its function for your eldest sister. hold space for it, death says.
what the exact phrasing of this means holds little matter for you, but you think you get it. you are trying. this does not benefit you, but it doesn't need to. so even though she intrudes, you do not cast her away. it is of decorum to announce oneself first, or at least to ask, before setting foot in another's realm, but even you have been known to forgo it on occasion.
besides, this is fiddler's green. you do so enjoy this spot of the dreaming. you can imagine why delirium would find herself here perhaps in the vestiges of delight. that is what you feel closest to, after all, on these rolling blades of greenery. you sit beside her.
“ this is your second time unannounced, sister. ” because she does not trust you to answer, let alone agree, you recall. “ you've found my favorite spot, though you mustn't tell the rest that. ”
