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[secondaryartifacts]

Homecoming — it was like a dream — #Avettville #Avettoween #AVL #theavettbrothers #Asheville #NC #concert #life #aintnoman #livingoflove #prettygirlfromraleigh #saylove #hfodrfop #music #cello #guitar #bass #banjo #iwishiwas #slightfigureofspeech (at Thomas Wolfe Auditorium)

[icexquinn-blog]

Head Full Of Doubt, Road Full Of Promise || Quabe

[Balling her hands into fists, the blonde stared at her computer screen, her breathing controlled and even despite the growing ache in her chest. She knew it was for the best. She knew that Rachel was better off without her. They fought, and they tore each other down, and despite those brief moments of elation where everything seemed worth it, there was too much negative history between them. Closing her laptop forcefully, the cheerleader shot up from her chair and blew past her door. She wasn't sure where she was going, but in that moment, she didn't care. Running through her neighborhood, she blindly shot forward, her shoes hitting the pavement more forcefully with each passing second. She continued to run until her muscles protested and her lungs burned, and then she ran even harder. It was what she was good at. Running. When it came down to her fight or flight response, she'd choose flight more often than not. She knew that made her a coward, but it was what she'd always done and what she'd probably always do.]

[Breathing heavily, Quinn slowed down and swallowed despite the rawness of her throat. Maybe there was a difference between all the other times she ran away, though. Staring at the house her subconscious had led her to, she crossed her arms over her chest and walked up the porch. Unlike all the other times she ran, this time she was running towards something. Lifting her hand up, Quinn knocked on the door to Gabe's house, before bringing her hand back down and waiting for the other girl to answer her call.]

[americanaintheimpala]

I just finished HFODRFOP and I just.... [insert gif of me wiping away a tear] [insert gif of me rolling around on the ground] [insert gif of many mes giving you a standing ovation]

AWWWW HFoDRFoP! My first Destiel fic that was originally gonna be a quick one-shot and then blew up into chaos... I'm so glad you read it and liked it!!! UGH I HAVE WARM FUZZIES NOW. That fic is very precious to me--thank you so much!

[americanaintheimpala]

philipjfries replied your post Because you answered, Ill give you two :)

Ohh I can totally see that in the first chapter.

Yeah--they say you should write something in the format you saw it in, but I just didn't think I would ever finish it if I wrote it that way. Also, who would read it?

And it ended up working well--but that's one of the reasons I wanted to go back and re-do parts of it, because it felt SO MUCH LIKE A PLAY that wasn't a play!

[americanaintheimpala]

hfodrfop

Because you answered, I’ll give you two :)

1) It was originally going to be written in screen-play format because I saw it happening as it would on screen, not coming to life as a fan fic. That’s why the first part reads more shot to shot with differing POVs :)

2) It was the first time I’d ever written gay porn! Twice, even!

[jupiterrps-blog]

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[americanaintheimpala]

UGH RE-EDITING IS HARD.

Especially in chapter two--it feels so WRONG to have Dean so jovial but WOULDN'T he be as a woman? I mean, ANYTHING to not BE HIM for a day, right? But I can't just outright SAY that because Dean isn't AWARE of that kind of thing, and so it's sounding false in my head but that's just because I'm not putting the subtext as actual text that comes later and UGHHHHHHHHH I really shouldn't push the re-edit to ultimate perfection because that's dumb anyway, right?

And I'm thinking about combining chapters 2 and 3... but they have such polar opposite themes that I'm not sure I can?

OH GOD I THINK I NEED BED.

I really hate how I'm plagued by Deancas feels ALL THE TIME. They make my stomach hurt.

BE CANON.

[americanaintheimpala]

so I'm reading Head Full of Doubt (it's amazing) and I'm also watching S7 and it's really weird because I'm at the part in HFoD where Cas disappears after sex and Dean misses him, and I'm on the episode right after "Emmanuel" got his memories back and then left. and Sam's like "so no word from Cas?" and I just AH THIS IS TOO PERFECT so I'm just imagining that they had sex and didn't just smite a bunch of demons k

Omg yay!!!

That must be a VERY WEIRD experience for you. I started writing this out before I had finished the series myself, but I ended up going in an fixing everything I didn't like about season six and seven, and plan to fix more of it in the sequel. Your headcanon is a very acceptable response to the pain that is seven.

Thank you for reading my fic, and I'm so glad that A) You like it and B) You're letting it aide you. YAY FOR THE DEANCAS SEXYTIMES ALWAYS.