Thinking about how Chuuya loves you selflessly and Dazai loves you selfishly.
Chuuya loves you in the sense that he’d do anything to make you happy, even if it meant that your happiness was with another person. He’s used to people leaving his life, but he feels better knowing that you were one of the ones who left still alive.
Dazai loves you in the sense that he wants you to be happy, but he wants that happiness to be with him. He wants you for himself and he’s unwilling to let you go no matter how much it hurts the both of you in the end because he can’t find it in himself to see anyone else walk out of his life.
Lil Ramattra corner ft Conrard from DeadCells because I didn’t want to separate the prints. I bought a 4x6 media printer for my bday just so I could have these up on my wall. Been wanting to fill that wall up because it was so boring to look at 😭 now I have a reason to look up
Artwork by the lovely @yore-donatsu so go check her blog and twt for more art ;3
Of course I had to print my lil Ramattra pieces too
|| study on why i think the real focalors never been officially declared as hydro archon as soon as she had ascended , and she never had a human form until she had ascended as an archon && why furina doesn't have a voiceline towards the other archons
Long post !!
okey , i already mentioned on my previous posts that the possibility of fontaine closing it's borders 500 years ago was high so focalors and furina can prevent the other nations of knowing about furina's true identity -- && this is why i think the same reason why furina doesn't have any voiceline with any of the archons && that is because she had ' never ' meet them .
You see it was never mentioned ( not that i know off ) on what year furina was made , but one thing is for sure that furina ascended as a decoy to ' focalors ' thus it means that this could have happened as soon as egeria had perished , meaning that focalors had planned to create furina even before she could ascend as god , though the real focalors had never really ' officially' had been declared as the hydro archon because it was given towards furina -- cause as soon egeria died she had left her humanity behind and gave it to furina && she (real focalors) never become fontaine's ruler or never had a chance to do so -- && why is that? cause if she had one point become a ruler first before she created furina && let her act as focalors then the heavenly principles , other archons && fontainians would immediately recognize the drastic change in focalors personality --- and this would cause her plans to fail - big time so i do think that she had a chance to take the role of sitting on her throne in fontaine in day one.
another thing i have noticed that other archons had never really known what focalors looks like or what her real personality is like, they only based on rumors or what they heard of ( as what nahida stated that she is peculiar person when we asked her what she is like at the end of sumeru archon quest) . The thing is focalors is a familiar of egeria && considering that egeria is one of the original seven , the familiars could have meet the other familiars of the other archons ( adeptus / ei / yae / etc) at one point , && they probably knew each other--- look at yae knowing about ganyu -- so they must know the oceanids familiars of egaria , and the thing is if this oceanids where ' humans ' already -- then the others would know of what are their looks && personality is but like i said no one in the other nation knows what kind of archon is focalors thus this further prove that focalors during the reign of egeria was never a human , she was still an oceanid when she was familiar . she only become a human when she had ascended -- cause if she was a human even during egeria's reign , then yae , the adeptis , or other archons would have mentioned or hinted at that they know who focalors is but they didn't--
thus this lead me to think that focalors was chosen to be the next hydro archon as well because she is a blank canvas -- a new archon that the heavenly principles && teyvat doesn't know about. && Egeria knew that the prophecy would pass at some point so it makes me think that egeria && focalors had planned all of this at the very beginning.
they want a blank canvas cause they want to make a fresh start , a start that has no blemishes to begin with , no connection towards the past , no connection towards other archons or anything like that or no connection to the ' original sin ' thus the creation of furina. Furina was made to not know anyone, not know anything && not know of what was exactly going on, heck she doesn't even know that she was talking with focalors ( cause she calls her mirror-me and focalors settled for that ) furina is the blank canvas , cause they want to make sure that furina won't reveal anything and to make everyone believe her role as the hydro archon , and to make her create her own story without any association of the original sins cause this would be her justice later on
(think of it as us human beings -- in the bible it was said that we are descendants of adam && eve , and this two folks had created the biggest sin that caused for god to curse the mankind , but then centuries pass - adam && eve is gone but us still exist but the gravity of the sins they had done million years ago was not that heavy anymore and it is just like furinas )
&& it is why she never had any voicelines towards the other archons -- cause she had never meet them personally , yes she might have heard them during her 500 year reign , but i don't think she had connection with them knowing that this folks would know in instant that she is fake or perhaps focalors had advised her not to connect with them since this would jeopardize everything.
So long story short , focalors had only had human form when egeria died , focalors had never been declared as the hydro archon -- cause furina is the one who had ascended for her towards the human eyes -- furina never knew the other archons cause she had never interacted with them
Hello hello! My name is Cry, and I've recently moved out of my parent's houses, and am living in a hous… Victoria Davis needs your support for Get Cry Wheels
Hello all i’m back on my bullshit.
This one is separate bc my parents know about my other one and i really don’t want them in my life anymore.
This is for a car or small truck so i can get mobile for work and for my mental. And so i’m no longer begging rides off of my roommates -.-’
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