Nov 20, 2022
Rereading my Nolan analysis drives me crazy, cause it gives me another idea hahahhahah
Like, after reading ep 170,
What if, he felt super guilty for indulging himself inside the pool when that precious time could be used to save Shinae faster?
Like, "She won't open her eyes. I was such a fool. She was drowning, how could I enjoy myself in my misery when she could lose her life? I should've saved her faster. I shouldn't have hesitated for a second there. She fell because of me. Why do I even think I could end my life that easy when I still have her? I don't want that time to repeat again. Shit. What do I do what do I do what do I do--"