May 24, 2022
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#i just love how simply reading about someone being drunk or high makes me feel physically sick#hi i have issues which is unfortunate as a deangirl. you simply cannot write dean without his drinking problem i get it#but also reading it is just a little but too real for me#tw alcohol mention#currently re-evaluating my entire life and trying to deal with all of my issues. like drinking habits sleeping habits eating habits#(haven't even started to tackle that one yet one thing at a time) and online addiction/living in my head#sometimes reading about equally fucked up characters is cathartic and sometimes it just brings up a lot of crap#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgh#yeah#that's it. this post is pointless
