#highfeelings

[jerkizzle]

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-Jerkizzle

[jerkizzle]

10:25:18

Lately I’ve focused on me

And my depression

I’m feeling partly like this

Because I just had birthday

Not being where I want to be at 27

Makes me feel depresssed

Along with my other life failures

But I also noticed

How selfish I’ve been

With those who surround me

And their daily life struggles

I’ve been a bad friend

Just worried about my mental state

I feel the like weight of my problems is too much

That they’re dragging me down slowly

I just recently saw an old friend

Lost a sibling

It hit me hard seeing how selfish

I was to close myself from everyone

There are bigger problems in the world

And to think my problems were the worse

When clearly they’re not

I’ve been here having a pitty party

For a few months sulking

In all reality I feel even more guilt

Because I haven’t been thankful

Thankful that I have

Both my parents

All my siblings plus their kids

I’m full of blessings I’ve neglected

-Jerkizzle

[jerkizzle]

I’m so fucked in the mind it makes me sad knowing what I need to do to fix everything, but I can’t bring myself to do these things. No matter how much I desire to fix it I can’t seem to do it.

-Jerkizzle

[thetunesclub]

Har’Monique's Latest Release ‘High Feelings’ Delivers Soothing Vibe

With strong and bold lyrics Har’Monique has released a new pop song ‘High Feelings’ for her audiences and will release more songs in her first official album.

[thetunesclub]

Individual Artist Har’Monique has brought a New Bold Song ‘High Feelings’ for her Followers

Inspiring, energetic, and creative emerging pop singer Har’Monique has put her feet on the pop genre with her brand new song ‘High Feelings’ for her followers.

[thetunesclub]

Listen to New York pop singer Har’Monique’s song ‘High Feelings’ to get inspired and motivated

Har'monique · Song · 2021

[jerkizzle]

Love in times of corona virus 😂

You felt like home once upon a time

Now i don’t even recognize you anymore

Possibly because I let my feelings justify you

I was blinded by my feelings for you

And ignored the real you.

I knew you were damaged

I also knew I couldn’t fix you

But I hoped you’d want better for yourself

Just like I want better for myself.

I now see your not ready

Your not ready to heal

Your not ready to grow

Your not ready for my love

Because what I have to offer is real

Genuine and unconditional

Your not ready for real love or commitment

Sex is fun, but at the end of the day it’s just sex

Lust isn’t love

Just know you turned your back on something real

I’m sorry you can’t see your own destructive patterns

[highfeelings]