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[hillyourementalanyway-heyy]

Is having consensual access to each other's tumblr peak intimacy? @loserfaggirl

[hillyourementalanyway-heyy]

peak friendship is showing them a super cringe low-budget short film you were in as an actor that you thought was bad and will never see light when they're drunk as fuck which actually made you feel better about the video and yourself afterwards #crazyandinsanelaughs

@enveeious 𖹭

[hillyourementalanyway-heyy]

Moon to my heart

You're the moon to my heart.

Without you, there will be no tide

Without you, there will be no guide.

In the darkest of my nights,

You are my sailor and I am your sie.

I wish the city wasn't so bright, so I can finally bathe in your silver light.

@enveeious

[hillyourementalanyway-heyy]

To my late-night thought,

I am writing to complain how you keep me up at night

Not in a bad way of course, but you really do...

I'd picture how it must be, seeing you with my myopic eyes

I'd imagine how it must feel, to hold you in my arms or be held by you...

I'd imagine all short of things - how excited we must be, how in love we must be.

I'd dream about going places with you, seeing things I've never seen, buying things I've never had:

A cowboy's hat and a hamburger pash.

I'd ask your permission for all kinds of things, I'd ask your permission for things I want to do.

I'd be all flustered and shy, hiding my face if you ever say yes; I'd be grateful and glad if I ever got to ask.

I'd fail to help myself, fail to not be awkward, fail to form thoughts when you're right in front of me.

Can I wrap my arms around you? Can I wrap them around your waist?

Can I step a bit closer and press kisses on your cheeks? Lips perhaps? if that's not too bold to ask.

I'll learn about your habits and your favourite routes, I'll learn about the things that will tell me the truth.

Come closer lover, just a little bit closer.

You seem so unreachable yet something tells me we're possible; you seem so unintelligible but know I can try and be your pleasurable.

Let's travel across states, travel across countries, travel pass all boundaries and what we limit ourselves to, the boarder of our minds...

We will be forever and ever.

edit: who would've thought 46 days later, I'd learn that they feel the same @enveeious 𖹭

[hillyourementalanyway-heyy]

成获老婆一枚 ☝🏻 @enveeious

[hillyourementalanyway-heyy]

I hope this doesn't sound weird (I know it will), but one of the reasons why I feel really comfortable in this relationship and about our interactions is that my "stupidities" are "justified" when in comparison to someone as brilliant as you are lmao 😭 @loserfaggirl

Or say that I feel comfortable and at ease to have make mistakes or say something stupid around you, as that's actually one of my major anxieties when socializing - to not be appeared as "dumb" or do something to embarrass myself which will haunt me and I will definitely dwell on and continue to blame myself for lmaooo

I know you're smarter than me anyway (NOT IN A PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE WAY, I LOVE THAT YOU ARE), so naturally, as an average person, I'll be the "less smart" one when standing next to you (like how 180cm is short compared to 200cm, that sort of thing), so it actually really lift up a lot of my pressure of trying so hard to keep myself in check and always be flawless (because I'm not) - so to me it's just really easy to be around you and don't have to think too much about being sharp and articulate, with no worries at all...

And even if you're not, I'd still feel the same cuz most importantly ik you won't judge 𖹭

#public display of affection

[hillyourementalanyway-heyy]

from me to you @loserfaggirl 𖹭

but also we can do this - however you want it

[hillyourementalanyway-heyy]

the essence of this blog @loserfaggirl