#hime rambles

[himepurinnikki]

VOID STARDUST RERUN WHEN I ONLY HAVE 6K GEMS IS EVILLLLL

[cnnmonbimee]

please tell us your thoughts about Nene's feelings (re: Ch. 115)! ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

DON'T MIND IF I DO, ANON!!!

Before that, thanks for the ask! I do have a lot to talk about Nene's feelings in these recent chapters but didn't know where to express it, and then you showed up in my inbox like an angel!! Bless you!!!

My thoughts are pretty jumbled to be honest and I'm not used to writing long posts so I apologize in advance if this gonna be a bit messy lmao. But here goes!!!

Let's talk about Nene's feelings 🤍

One thing we know for sure now, is that Nene is inevitably in love with Hanako. And her love for him is big. Might be just as big as Hanako's for her now.

Another thing that I noticed in the recent chapters is how the tables kinda have turned? I'm not sure if it's just me, but I always feel like before this we've been given more emphasis on Hanako losing Nene. Whether in canon, fanarts, or fics, I think I see more of works that explore on Hanako losing Nene (whether she dies, or lives, it's about him letting go of her.)

But in the recent chapters, I can see that it's happening the other way around! Nene is losing Hanako. Again and again. She lost him for a while in Picture Perfect, she lost him during the Severance, and now she's losing him again. Every time she feels like she has him in her grasp, he keeps moving away and away.

(Sneakily showing you this one scene from the musical where Hanako was moving away from Nene after she held him from behind. She had him in her grasp but he's moving farther away...)

I love how AidaIro are giving more emphasis on Nene's feelings these days. I'm sure some yall have noticed this too. It's not just in canon, even in AUs we can see how Nene is openly showing her feelings towards him to the audience. Last year' Christmas event when she became the Santa Claus of love and shot him love arrows. And even her song for ASHK ending, Koi! Koi Koi, explored on her growing feelings for this certain ghost boy. And I'm loving every second of this!

We all know that Nene before this has always been in a denial when it comes to her feelings for Hanako. Like. It's obvious that she has a liking to him even in the earlier chapters. But she'll never admit it. Nene used to deny or deflect any claims made to her about her feelings for Hanako.

But she loves it when he calls her name.

And she didn't deny when Mitsuba confronted her here! She didn't deny when Mitsuba asked if she loved Hanako.

She wanted to go back to Hanako when she was whisked away by Tsukasa.

She thinks of Hanako here. She thinks of Hanako there. Just as how doomed Hanako is for falling in love with Nene, it's no different for her too. She's doomed. Because she loves him now. And this love she has for him is undeniably big.

I really like how she actually forgot this jerk here lol. Girlie moved on so well she actually took a few seconds longer to recognize the guy that she worked hard for in the span of three years just for a failed confession (and an insult).

Anyways!!! Back on track with chapter 115!!! I'm excited to know what Nene's gonna do now. She was determined to change the timeline back when she couldn't find Hanako here, but now knowing that he'd lived and became a teacher just as how he's supposed to, would she have a change a heart?

I might be overly dramatic for this, but I like how hananene is always about sacrificing. Let's look a bit into the difference between Hanako's sacrifice for Nene to live and Nene's possible sacrifice for him now.

Hanako's sacrifice in order for Nene to live was both selfish and selfless. It was more so in a gray area in my opinion. He was selfless for wanting her to be happy even without him, but selfish for doing and deciding things alone without actually asking what she wanted. He wanted her to be happy, but he wanted to be the one who gave that happiness to her, even without being close to her.

(A little sidetrack here again but I noticed that Hanako selfishly loves Nene by pushing her away, and selfishly loves Tsukasa by keeping him close. I just love to see the differences!!)

Meanwhile, Nene's choice of whether she's willing to sacrifice her own feelings in order Hanako to be happy here in this timeline would be just black and white selfish and selfless. It'd be selfless if she decides to leave the new timeline as it is so that he'd never die and never become Hanako and never meet her. Otherwise, it'd be selfish if she still wants Hanako back and decides to restore the timeline. Because it means that she'd need to take away the life that he deserved to live, just for the sake of getting Hanako back with her. And honestly if you think of the logic which one is more rational? Even if she gets Hanako back, that doesn't change their circumstances. He'd still be a ghost and she'd still be a human with a very close deadline. Either way they're doomed!

Needless to say, I'd still support Nene whatever she chooses. If she wants to sacrifice her feelings for his sake, you go girl! Because that's a really Yashiro Nene thing to do. But if she wants to be stubborn and still bring back the old timeline, YOU GO GIRL! Because I think that it's still a very Yashiro Nene thing to do, just a little more selfish because she loves Hanako now :3c Love is about being selfish and selfless, and I love the fact that we can see it very clearly in HanaNene!

Yugi-sensei also seems a little suspicious in this timeline, if he turns out to have bad intentions and Nene knows about it, that might be an encouragement for her to bring the old timeline back, but who knows? I'm so excited to see what's gonna happen next.

Anyways I think that's all :3!! Sorry I got sidetracked a lot I just have soooo much to say and I'm really loving the angst potential in this new arc. Thanks again for the ask anon you made my day 💗

[pinkhimecat]

This is a qijiu blog now guys I can't even

I love them so so so so so much

They're just so fhdgjrykrluryylrhdmdhykdykrhkdhflkgdegkhdkksghdkhe

[oshimee]

Talking to my twinnie ( @bbyquokka ) when am I not??

But anyway, this whole comeback season and the videos skz have been posting 🥹 as jilix stans we being Hella fed right now, and I love it 💕💕

[bikinghime]

This just in

i love Todd Morrison

[honey-bot]

Love hurts. Let it. Pain is temporary

Give yourselves time and space. You will bloom. I might be drunk right now, but you all will be ok. Remember, all feelings are valid. You are valid. Now go out there and shine like a star.

[cnnmonbimee]

Thank you meggo meemeemop @meemopp for tagging me ^^ These are my fave fictional characters also in no particular order EXCEPT for Oreki Houtarou because he will always be my number ONE.

1. Oreki Houtarou from the Kotenbu (Hyouka) series. Love me a good boy with a good brain.

2. Su NuanNuan (Nikki) my beloved my fashion star my wife I would marry you if I could <3

3. Shinomiya Kaguya from Kaguya-sama: Love is War. I used to relate to her a lot in so many aspects minus the being born rich one.

4. Hirasawa Yui from K-ON!! My baby. I wanted to learn guitar because of her but my lazy-ass never did ^^

5. Donatello from Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles specfically the Nickelodeon 2012 one. I used to have a big fat crush on him it wasnt even funny.

6. Memetchi from Tamagotchi!! My fave tamagotchi. I still have it in my room though but it's broken now u_u

7. Kanzaki H. Aria from Hidan No Aria series probably my first goon anime series. The manga is better. I love her alot since she's very smol but also very hard-headed. Her grandpa is fucking Sherlock Holmes.

8. Cinnamoroll! This little fucker.

9. Pompompurin!!! I can't have only one Sanrio favourite.

Tagging @dramaticraddish @bloodredyuki @paopu-moo next!! No pressure or anything just for fun ^^

[pinkhimecat]

You too!!!!