#hitting myself

[pansy-placebo]

I have a fear of flies and I often find them buzzing around my room (I have no idea what's attracting them, they're only ever in my room)

anyway one landed on my forehead and I freaked out and tried to squash it, slamming my hand down HARD on my own face, hurting myself looney-tunes style. and like the cartoons the little fucker GOT AWAY >:(

[pitgritted]

⟐ inclinations / habits [  :  ]

is submissive | is dominant | prefers to top | prefers to bottom | likes to switch | identifies as heterosexual | identifies as homosexual | identifies as bisexual | identifies as pansexual | identifies as demisexual | identifies as asexual (gray) | enjoys sex with men | enjoys sex with women | enjoys sex with any sex / gender | enjoys sex with multiple people at once | initiates | waits for partner to initiate | spits | swallows | prefers sex in the morning | prefers sex at night | will have sex anytime | no sex drive | low sex drive | average sex drive | high sex drive | hypersexual | fluctuating sex drive

          ➤ sett doesn't directly associate himself with a " role " per say - but by perspective , he would be labeled a switch . given he's constantly in an environment whereas he's forced to portray aggression & power , the concept of ever being vulnerable is very rare . even scary for him to commit to being physically vulnerable , paranoid he's letting down his guard to be taken advantage of . physical love in general is a hard approach for him , or love itself really .

⟐ body / appearance [  :  ]

small build | medium build | athletic build | muscular build | curvy build | voluptuous build | wears boxers/comfortable underwear | wears briefs/panties | wears lingerie | goes ‘commando’ | shaves / waxes | manscapes | doesn’t shave / wax | 1 – 5" in length | 6 – 9″ in length | 10” or over in length

          ➤ let's just say when it comes to hair hygiene , sett falls under keeping up with it & not at the same time . because of his heritage , his hair grows faster than normal human males , as a result he's very hairy [  ;  ] everywhere . prominently around his pelvis , torso , & jaw . depends how busy he is , & if he allows it to grow out , it becomes more wavy & thick like a wolf's pelt . the hair on his head isn't immune to this either [  ;  ] long hair is a trait in his family .

⟐ sounds [  :  ]

is silent / makes little to no sounds | is very quiet | is very loud | grows in volume over time | bites hand / partner / pillow to muffle themselves | calls out partner’s name | curses | growls | fakes / exaggerates | prefers a quiet partner | prefers a loud / appropriately vocal partner | prefers a responsive partner | no preference towards partner’s volume | is turned on by dirty talk | is turned off by dirty talk

          ➤ depends really when it comes to vocally eliciting his sounds of pleasure . sett is very closed about his more intimate situations & insecurities rise up when he's being treated to feel good . his canines regularly click together when he's trying to stifle his noises , or his clamping his jaws down so hard , his claws rip the sheets into shreds . making any noise makes him feel like he's exposing himself .

⟐ turn ons [  :  ]

having their hands pinned | pinning their partner’s hands | having their hair pulled | pulling their partner’s hair | being watched ( by their partner ) | being watched ( by a third party ) | watching their partner | receiving oral | giving oral | calling their partner ‘daddy’ | being called ‘daddy’ | calling their partner ‘mommy’ | giving praise | receiving praise | biting / marking | being bitten / marked | spanking | being spanked | teasing | being teased | having toys used on them | using toys on their partner | giving anal | receiving anal | choking | being choked | dirty talk | being tied up | tying their partner up | being worshiped | worshiping their partner | humiliating | being humiliated | degrading | being degraded | being pegged | pegging their partner | being edged | edging

          ➤ i do believe sett likes to think he's open to experimentation , especially following the fact he has quite a bit of excess stamina from his heritage & bodily work outs . of course , it would boil down to massive trust at the end of the day .

tagging [  :  ] @windchaser

[woozygolden]

If inupara ever actually happens I will be salivating at the mouth. Not particularly because I like the characters so much, haven’t gotten to know them yet, but because of what it would mean for my little Nekopara head world. I would be ignoring what the plot is, apparently a man gets sent to another world where his dogs are dog girls (I don’t give a shit about that kind of plot it’s boring and doesn’t fit at all with the way animal people have come about in the Nekopara games) and instead I would be imaging that they are in the same world as Nekopara. That being said, just imagine!! They’ve made another species of human animal hybrid to enslave. For what purpose? Just as slaves, or do dog people have a more specific job? How far would they go? Is the government eventually going to make half human half aquatic creature slaves to do jobs underwater? Think about all the different jobs that we have trouble doing and then think about the fact that they are willing to create humans who can do that job and force them to work especially because they have no human rights. And when does it come about that they release dog people? Cat people already haven’t been around too long it seems in Nekopara. Do they see the “success” that the cat people have been and decide that it’s time for another option for slaves? What if they release them right before the cat people revolution? Or right after? What if the cat people find them stuck in some facility somewhere, maybe even the facility that Project: NEKOPANTHERA happened in? How would cat people feel about dog people? Would they be split? Would some feel that they’re people all the same as them? Would some feel they’re lesser? Would some feel they didn’t have to fight as long or at all for their freedom and therefore don’t deserve it? Do some of the cat people who have firm beliefs that they should act like actual cats hate dogs just on principle? Would dog and cat people have to work for piece between them just like they did with humans? Or maybe it’d be the complete opposite. Maybe the dog and cat people would band together, hand and hand, to defeat the humans. Would they attempt to destroy all humans in Japan? Would the cat people have done that anyway, without dog people? A question I still have do dog and cat people create allergies? Do dog people have a different culture than cat people? Do they have different natural customs? Would there be dog people who believe they should act like dogs, would there be gangs of dog people? Do dog people have an equivalent to Orange Cat Syndrome? How bad is their disability? Would it be harder for dog people to go against humans because of their intrinsic loyalty? Is that why the Japanese goverment made them???? Because they could see the cat people were drifting away so they thought replacing them with loyal dog people would fix the problem??? Was the goverment planning to eradicate cat people before they revolted??? Would they see the revolt coming???? Would it be war instead of takeover?? Dear god so many questions so many thoughts oh now I feel like I need it to come out so I can get to know the characters and then when I finish tiny fissures (If I ever do lmao) I can start to write one where directly after the cat people revolution as the dust is settling they find the dog people and they have to figure out the dog peoples place in the world maybe a few cat people even KISS the dog people and everyone is happy

[breathlessnerdwhotics]

Ticing like a broken clockwork

I don’t know if people with tic disorders/ Tourettes have it but... sometimes I have one specific tic that repeats for minutes or even hours. It’s like a freaking loop but without a rhythms. Like “tic... tic. tic.. tic...... tic.. tic”, y’know? Sometimes even more than one tic at once. I call it a loop tic and I hate them. They suck, especially when I hit myself and shit. Like... why? Stop. Do another tic. I will get bruises... 

(I’m not diagnosed yet what I have but I’m working on it, right now, just to let you know...)

[void-of-feelings]

Now that I think about it.

I think me hitting my head with a book everytime I had a meltdown or a emotional break when I was younger is what causes my constant headaches.

I don't hit myself in the head anymore (I don't like the headache)

[bluetunez]

god i need to kill myself WHY AM I LESBIAN AHHHHHHH

[beefstatic]

weird headspace today fellas

[trashlike]

Does anyone else get frustrated and just start,,,,, hitting themselves??? Like, i noticed i do this, and ive noticed that i do this a lot when i get frustrated, especially by myself and i was just wondering if this is normal?? Idk