(these are slightly out of order obviously for aesthetics) and this is gonna be long.
1. So, Chris did this thing where he was introducing me to the actors as ‘Amy or his “Darling Amy’ so when it came to Jensen I was super nervous that he was going to do the same thing with Jensen... and I was right. So, Valerie (@holdmesam) does her ops and when i walk up to do this duo, Chris moved forward and looks at Jensen and tells him, ‘ so this is Val and my darling Amy’ and grins real big and then Jensen looks from Chris to me and gets this smug grin on his face and goes ‘Of course!’ like he knows exactly who it is. Jensen asks how I am and I told him ‘Been better.’ and he misheard me and though i said ‘better’ and he grins and says ‘good!’ Chris kissed me on the head and grins, satisfied with himself and then he goes back to take the photo. Valerie quickly explains that they’re going to ‘’excitedly squeeze the shit out Amy” and we took one but Jensen lets go and goes “wait! wait! 1 more I can be more excited!” and this was the second shot.
2. After the duo, I made Chris come over and I told Jensen that I’d be hugging Chris and he’d pretend to be upset about it and Chris grins and goes ‘He’s always upset when i get all the love.’ and thus more grumpy jackles for me.
3. I told him ‘and finally just a plain hug’ and he grinned and said ‘of course’ and hugged me real tight and then when I let go, he squeezed me once more and looked in my eyes and winked at me.
4. Jared saw us coming for this one and grabs Valerie up and hugs her so tight and tells her that he has her last letter on his counter in his apartment in Vancouver. He’s just so happy to see her and I kind of shuffled around her so I could put my back to the camera to explain the op and I told them ‘so you guys are going to pretend to excitedly hug and we’ll be in the middle’ and Jared gets this confused look on his face and says ‘What are you talking about? C’mere!’ and tried to rush forward to hug me and I was like ‘No wai---’ and that’s all I got out before Jared barreled forward and hugged me super tight anyways. I said ‘I’m trying not to get in trouble!’ (because Creation’s rule is ‘No hugs unless it’s your op!’) and he goes ‘THIS IS MY HUG AND I DO WHAT I WANT’
5. Shared op with Lysa (@captainbowlegs). Lysa walked up with the hearts and I told him ‘We’re gonna give you our hearts and-’ he cut me off by clenching his fists and letting out a loud ‘YESSSSS!’ and then I finished ‘you be excited about it?’ with my voice sort of pitching up and he goes ‘did you see me?!’ and so we pose and he gets his excited look on his face again. Secret... he already has both our hearts. :D
6. So Jared told me in Dallas that he has both mine and Valerie’s letters (with the pictures we included) in his trailer in Vancouver (and during one of my autos in Houston he told me that we make him super happy) and he was very very kind to me in Pasadena and I don’t know how to explain how I feel about him exactly. Basically I adore him. he’s helped me in so many ways whether he knows how or why. I feel like I looked to him a lot as a model of strength during these recent struggles and I just went in for a hug and squeezed him so tight. Chris came over to fix my hair which was in my face and Valerie said Chris went to fix it but Jared slapped his hand away and fixed it for me. I had no idea cause my eyes were shut tight. This is one of my favorite ops.
7. The idea behind this one was to squeeze the shit out of Jared and just give him the biggest hugs because we both love him but he wouldn’t put his arms down, he wouldn’t take them from around us, so we ended up with this one. I don’t mind and I’m pretty sure Valerie didn’t either.
8. So this was a spur of the moment purchase because I was dying for another moment and I just walked up and said ‘Can we just do excited hand holding?’ and both of them reached down and immediately grabbed my hands and interlaced our fingers and they lifted our hands and did these faces. At the time, I had no idea that Jensen had grabbed my hand in both of his. These boys are my freaking favorites.
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#the amazing digital circus
#photography
