Imagine a world where Arthur quits the Van der Linde gang and becomes the full time bodyguard and personal assistant to the amateur wildlife photographer Albert Mason.
He changes his name, his whole identity. Together, they go west, looking for great adventure, a better life. Arthur never looks back, at least not at first. He spends his days herding wild buffalo for Albert to take pictures of and sketches small scenes beneath the shade of tall trees. He reads. He is a calmer, healthier man.
A few years in the future, when he and Albert have found success and amicably parted ways, Arthur settles in a fishing city in California called Monterey. He opens a shop where he sells custom weaponry, which he curates and engraves himself. One day, he receives a letter from Mrs. Sadie Adler asking if he is okay. The letter comes as a great surprise. It is postmarked out of Colorado and this warms his heart, because perhaps she too found her way out of that old hell. That old purgatorial sentence. He writes her back a six-word letter in return, and nothing more: Yes ma’am, he writes. Take care of yourself. A.
He carries around Sadie’s letter in his breast pocket for some months. But one day, he leaves his jacket on a trolley by accident and never sees it again.
In Monterey that very year, Arthur meets the unmarried daughter of a rancher who is good with a bow. She never took a husband before because she never much saw the point. She writes poems and the two spend time together in the meadows and high hills of the Monterey Bay. She bids Arthur to read her poetry aloud in his old fashioned man’s voice. She is enchanted by his simplicity, his love for animals and nature, and soon Arthur sells his gun shop and makes a job with her father, herding and breeding horses for the ranch. Arthur and the rancher’s daughter are married on a bridge over a creek in Carmel-by-the-Sea. She wears a plain white dress. They have one daughter shortly thereafter who they name Joanne. Joanne Morgan.
Sometimes, Arthur still has bad dreams that wake him up in the middle of the night. He wakes up seeing the red eyes of a man he once counted as his father, always killing. He feels a guilt so deep in his chest as a gaping wound. He left so many behind. So many to die. He weeps and his wife comforts him, for he is a broken but a decent man who only narrowly escaped a bad life she knows he still thinks is coming for him. She sees the good inside and tells him so and he always falls back asleep in her embrace.
Arthur often wonders if the devil will take his breath while he sleeps. Reap his soul back to the hell that he rightly deserves. He fears that old father will catch his scent, come for him, for his wife, for his baby girl. He sleeps with a loaded pistol in the drawer of his bedside table.
Time passes. He still receives four letters a year from his good friend Albert Mason, one for each season. Joanne grows bigger and Arthur grows older and after some time, he comes down with a lung disease. He lives with it for a little while, but then he grows gravely ill. His wife is by his side when he takes his last breath. Her pretty face is the last thing he sees. The man with the red eyes is kept at bay as Arthur is ushered into a good place where there are no more troubles in the world and the weight of his guilt is lifted off his shoulders and he can just die now. Peacefully. He can look down upon all he has wrought on this earth and think, “I did okay.”