~~~~Author's Note: Hey everyone!! I haven't posted a fic in a hot minute because the ones I do write are self indulgent as FUCK but I really liked this one and my friend convinced me to post this excerpt. SO enjoy!! I hope y'all like it!!~~~~
Word Count: 2,446
Fem coded. If y'all like it I will definitely make a gender neutral version too!!
Warnings: Cussing?? Ig??
Something was wrong. She knew it. Sherlock had been acting…off the last few days. She wasn’t sure why or what to do but the awkward silence in the flat was suffocating her. She looked outside when she heard a soft pitter patter against the window until it became a constant. She smiled to herself, deciding to go downstairs to enjoy the rain from the bigger windows.
She entered the living room, seeing Sherlock sitting by the window. He looked lost in thought, almost as if he was somewhere else entirely. She saw his hand clench and unclench under his chin. She frowned. She took a quiet deep inhale before walking towards him with her arms behind her back. She stopped next to him, also staring out at the rain. There was a peaceful silence for a few moments between the two. He didn’t acknowledge her, which she was used to when he was deep in thought, but it was like he was entirely unaware of anything surrounding him. She didn’t like it.
“Do you like the rain?” She asked softly, finally turning her head to see if he’d react. She was pleasantly surprised that he actually turned to meet her gaze. He looked exhausted. “I do.” He answered. She offered a smile, looking back outside. “Me too. It’s my favorite kind of weather.” He didn’t say anything, silence lapsing over the two. “You know, this is my first rain in London. I know it’s silly, but I think it’s almost monumental.” He scoffed almost. “It’s just the weather.” He grumbled. She tilted her head downward to him, leaning against the table. “Well…yeah I s’pose it is. But it’s my favorite weather. In my favorite place.” A shy smile spread across her cheeks. “With my favorite person.”
That caught his attention for sure. His head whipped around to her, his curls bouncing from the speed. She shrugged, looking out the window as she crossed her arms. She didn’t want to move too fast to give off that she was embarrassed for admitting that, but she feels she failed to look unbothered and as confident as she hoped. He gently cleared his throat. “Yes. Right. Well…” he paused, following her gaze to the window. “In that case, I believe it’s cause for celebration.” She let out a surprised chuckle. “What?” She looked at him in disbelief. He stood up, going to the front door, wrapping his coat around him. He glanced at her as he buttoned it up, nodding to the door. “Well? Are you coming?” “You’re being serious?” She giggled, uncrossing her arms to walk towards him. “As the plague.” This caused another giggle to bubble out of her. She took her coat as well, quickly tying on her shoes. “Then there’s no time to waste.” He announced, grabbing her hand the second she stood up right. The two bounded down the stairs, the girl giggling the whole way out the door.
“Sherlock, the rain!” She warned, putting her hand over her head as if it would do anything. “Blast the rain,” He grinned back at her, rushing to an undisclosed location. She only laughed again, taking a breath when they stopped under an awning. They looked at each other, barely containing their laughter at seeing the other soaked to the bone. “When you said celebrate, I didn’t think you meant running in the rain.” She sassed, their hands still holding each other as she rocked on her toes. Neither seemed to notice, or they just didn’t seem to mind. She lifted her glasses to be perched on her head, unable to see with them anymore due to the rainwater on them. She looked at Sherlock sneakily, her grin turning into a soft smile. She’s never heard him laugh this much before. She exhaled, taking her glasses off her head. “Is this our destination? I’d like somewhere to dry my glasses if, at all, possible.” She lightly teased. He motioned her to the door. “Then by all means,” She grinned again, opening the door and held it open behind her for him to enter.
They were sat at a table within moments, chatting light-hearted until she decided to look at her menu. He was staring out at the rain again, she noticed, as she glanced over the menu. She knew it. It was a façade…She thought. She’s seen this type of behavior before from someone very different. She bit the inside of her cheek, putting the menu down. “Sherlock?” She asked quietly. “Mm.” He hummed, lifting his chin from his hand again to look at her. “You don’t…have to act like everything is okay around me, you know? You can tell me if something is wrong.” She offered, closing her menu. He only stared at her, seemingly at a loss for words. She crossed her arms, leaning against them on the table as she awaited his answer. After a few short seconds of him staring at her, she motioned at him with her shoulders. “That means…you can express your problems with me. We’re friends after all.” She offered. She saw a flash of an unreadable emotion pass his eyes.
He exhaled, the sound almost like a scoff from his nose. “Friends, are we?” He asked distastefully. She sat back at his reaction, suddenly feeling uneasy, hurt. “Well…yeah…at least I thought we were.” She mumbled, not so sure anymore. Did he dislike her that much? She thought they got along great! She even thought…maybe…maybe he liked her. The way she liked him. He rolled his eyes, standing so fast the chair squealed on the floor. She just looked up at him, unable to tell what she should do to ease the situation. He adjusted his coat, not looking at her. “The rain has eased up. We should go while it’s still a drizzle.” And without another word, he walked to the exit. She rushed putting her coat on, haphazardly standing from the table at the same time. She went to catch up, seeing him walk by the window as she finally got her arm through the second sleeve. She felt dejected, her arm slowly coming close to her body. She was speed walking to catch up to him, thanking and apologizing to the owner at the same time as she hurried out after him.
“Sherlock!” She called, her pace speeding up to a jog to even catch up to the man. Who, she may add, didn’t stop or even slow down to wait for her. “What was that about?” She asked, a bit winded due to a misstep a few feet before. “All I said was you could talk to me!” She pleaded, not understanding what she did wrong. She didn’t pay attention to where they were going, so when he suddenly stopped but she kept walking, she wasn’t expecting him to yank on her arm to pull her back. He had prevented her from walking into oncoming traffic. “Are you daft?!” He shouted. She pulled her arm free of his grasp, holding the spot he was previously gripping as she looked at the onslaught of cars moving due to the changed traffic light. “No!” “Clearly. Someone clever would obviously walk into oncoming traffic.” He bristled sarcastically, irritated and short. He was acting as if he was above her again, sitting on his high horse looking down at her. “Then fucking answer me instead of walking off! What did I even do wrong, Sherlock?? You just up and left. I thought-” “What did you think, Y/N? Please, enlighten me. You thought I was having fun? That my mood would suddenly change just because you wanted it to?” He demanded, stepping closer to her, his hands in his pockets with hunched shoulders and a cold look in his eye. She stepped back with each step he took to her. “N-No,” She stammered, wanting to speak but finding her tongue heavy. It’s not like Sherlock would let her get a word in anyway. “Or maybe, you came to your own conclusion once again that you could somehow help me?! Not everyone needs the nauseating amount of empathy you reserve. Especially not me.” She blinked up at him, feeling her eyes begin to sting. He suddenly pushed past her, his arm bumping into her shoulder as he walked the crosswalk. Her legs followed before she thought anything of it. She had to cross either way. The rain began to come down harder, no longer a drizzle but a steady flow. “I wasn’t being empathetic – I just wanted to help!” she called over the rain. He scoffed aloud this time, turning to face her. “God, you really are an idiot, aren’t you?” He spat. She retracted her arms to herself. “I-” “Why not waste your time on your boyfriend?” Her offense and hurt had paused. Now she was just…confused.
“Boyfriend?” She repeated. “I don’t have a boyfriend.” She told him, wondering where he could’ve gotten such a crazy assumption. “Oh, don’t play coy. I heard you on the phone. Going on and on about a brilliant man with such pretty eyes,” He repeated in a high pitched voice to mock her. She continued to stare in confusion until it hit her. Oh…She put her hand over her mouth to hide how her jaw dropped. Oh my God…he heard me talking about him. He lifted his chin, huffing through his nose. “Precisely.” He turned to keep walking but she grabbed onto the back of his coat. “Sherlock, I wasn’t-” “Let. Go.” He spoke scarily calm. She didn’t. If anything her grip on his coat tightened. She breathed a single chuckle, catching his attention. He glanced over his shoulder, unable to fight the curiosity as her chuckle grew into a laugh. He glared. “Laughing in my face and mocking me is hardly-” “Sherlock you’re such an idiot.” She laughed, finally letting go of his coat to hold her stomach from laughing so hard. He turned to her fully, offended like a child. She was laughing. Laughing. At him.
But the fact she called him an idiot…perplexed him. It caught him off guard since he was never called that except by John and occasionally Gary. “What? What’s so funny?” He demanded. She finally stood up right, pushing her glasses atop her head once more. “Sherlock, I don’t have a boyfriend.” She giggled. “Regardless, the man you spoke of is clearly a priority to you. Go cause him trouble.” “Sherlock the man I was talking about was you!” She confessed, having to shout since a car drove by at the same time. He froze again. Staring at her. He couldn’t have heard her right. “Come again?” He mumbled, taking a step closer. She also took a single step closer to him, looking at the ground this time. “Sherlock…I like you. The man you heard me basically gushing over? It was you. It’s always been you.” She confessed, her nerves catching up to her finally as she refused to meet his eyes.
The rain was coming down in buckets, but neither cared. The roads and sidewalks were empty now, save for the two of them. “I…” He started, but couldn’t find the words. The only sound for a few seconds was the rain, and to each individual, their heartbeat. “I thought…a man like me doesn’t do emotions. Relationships. I thought that may haps I misread the situation we found ourselves in.” He confessed, his voice smaller now like he’d been caught. She snorted lightly, finally able to lift her gaze to his own. “From those things you said, I could tell. Is this why you’ve been in such a mood? Because you thought I found a boyfriend?” She couldn’t help but ask. Despite the rain, she could see how his cheeks grew warm. He looked to the side, squinting now due to the rain coming down so hard. Both were soaked anyway, and this conversation was too important to just drop and run off. “Oh my God, it was.” “I’m a very complicated man!” “And I’m a patient woman!” She countered. He looked at her at that. “Oh please, I’ve seen how you rush around.” He jabbed, but both knew it was a tease.
She took another step closer, reaching out with a shaking hand to gently hold one of his. He turned his hand so his palm was facing up to help her steady her hand. And to feel her pulse. She swallowed thickly, her throat dry. “I was wondering why you were so upset with me. I thought I did something wrong. I thought I was misreading everything after what you said in the restaurant. I know you’re a complicated man, Sherlock, but I can’t find myself to care. All I can think about…is you.” She confessed. She was blushing now, that much was obvious to any passerby (if there were any, that is), so she knew Sherlock could see it too.
“I’m dangerous-” “Well then it seems I have a type.” She shot back, not even knowing where that came from. It was almost a knee-jerk reaction. He sighed, squeezing her hand. “Are you sure you want to do this? Be with me?” He asked, his voice quieter than before but still loud enough to be heard over the rain. “Only if you like me back.” She answered. “Be kind of awkward if you didn’t.” She lightly teased despite the seriousness of the situation. He cracked a grin, looking down at their hands. He finally looked back up to her. “Well, I can’t say I like you necessarily, but the affection is there.” He joked back, making her grin too.
“So? What’s the verdict detective?” She jested, rocking onto her toes. He took the moment to cup her cheek with his free hand and pull her in for a kiss. She was caught so off guard she actually made a noise. She damn near fell back when she rested flat footed again, eyes wide at his action. He pulled back at her reaction, concerned he read the entire thing wrong again and made a horrible mistake. That was, until she grabbed him by the back of his neck with both hands to crash their lips together once more. It was his turn to be surprised, but soon both relaxed into the kiss, sighing in relief and living in the moment. She had the off-handed thought that his felt like a scene from a book or a movie. When they broke apart, both catching their breath, he grinned at her. “Does that answer your inquiry?” He pushed a piece of soaking hair behind her ear making her giggle. “Yeah, I can be satisfied with that.”
The fog of London clung thick and heavy to the cobblestone streets, turning familiar buildings into shadowy silhouettes. Beneath the dim glow of gas lamps, three figures moved in unison—two men, and one young woman.
You walked right between them, your boots making soft, steady sounds against the damp stone. To your left was John Watson, sturdy, reliable, with a pistol always within reach and a frown that meant he was already thinking of the next danger ahead. To your right was Sherlock Holmes: tall, sharp-eyed, coat flapping in the cold wind, his mind moving faster than the horses and carriages that rumbled past.
For over a year now, this had been your life.
You had first met them when a case had led them to your door—your sharp eye for detail and quick thinking had caught Sherlock’s attention immediately. Watson, though wary at first, had soon grown fond of you, treating you not as a mere assistant, but as a younger sister. He would check if you had eaten, make sure you were safe during chases, and scold you gently when you got too close to trouble—just as he did with Sherlock.
And you? You loved every second of it.
“Keep close,” Watson murmured, glancing sideways at you. “These streets aren’t safe after dark, especially not with the sort of people we’re after tonight.”
“I can keep up, John,” you replied with a small smile. “I’ve been doing this long enough now.”
Sherlock let out a short, amused huff, his gaze darting from one alleyway to the next. “She is more capable than half the constables Scotland Yard sends our way, Watson. Her observation skills are far sharper than she gives herself credit for. Notice how she paused three paces back to check the footprints in the mud? Even you walked straight past them.”
Watson rolled his eyes, but there was affection in his voice. “And there he goes again—turning every walk into a lesson. Still, I won’t argue. She’s proven herself many times over.”
You felt your heart swell. To be part of their world—of the mysteries, the excitement, the late nights at 221B Baker Street with the fire crackling and papers scattered across every surface—was all you had ever wanted. But as the months went by, something deeper had begun to grow inside you.
You found yourself watching Sherlock more often than you should. You admired his brilliance, his passion for solving puzzles, even his strange habits—his experiments, his violin playing at odd hours, the way he would stare into space for hours, lost in thought. Little by little, what started as admiration had turned into something softer, something heavier. You had fallen in love with him.
Of course, you never spoke of it. Sherlock was not like other men. He cared little for romance, for soft words, or for the usual expectations of affection. He lived for logic, for facts, for the thrill of the chase. You told yourself it was enough just to be near him, to be trusted by him, to be part of his work.
But then she arrived.
Irene Adler.
The name alone seemed to spark something in Sherlock. She was unlike anyone else you had ever met—beautiful, clever, mysterious, and every bit as cunning as the detective himself. From the moment she stepped into their lives, you saw the shift in him. That usual detached expression softened, his eyes followed her whenever she entered a room, and for the first time, you heard him speak with a tone that held more than just curiosity.
Watson noticed it too. One evening, back at Baker Street, while Sherlock was out gathering information, he leaned against the mantelpiece and looked at you with a gentle, concerned look.
“You see it, don’t you?” he asked quietly.
You pretended to straighten a stack of files, your fingers trembling just a little. “See what, John?”
“Holmes and Irene Adler. The way he looks at her… the way she looks at him.” He sighed. “I know how you feel, Y/N. I’ve known for months—long before you even realized it yourself.”
Your throat felt tight. “Does it show that much?”
“Only to someone who pays attention,” he said softly. “I’ve watched you stay up late to help him organize his notes, listen to him ramble for hours, laugh at his jokes even when no one else does. And now… now he only has eyes for her.”
You gave a small, bitter smile. “It’s fine, John. I knew what I was getting into. Sherlock is… he is his own kind of man. If he cares for her, then I’m happy for him. Truly.”
But your heart whispered otherwise.
Irene Adler was sharp—sharp enough to read people in an instant. It didn’t take her long to notice the way you looked at Sherlock. She saw the quiet longing in your eyes, the way you fell silent when she entered the room, the way you turned away when Sherlock spoke to her. And instead of being discreet, she seemed to enjoy making it clear where his attention lay.
It started small—holding his arm while they walked, leaning in close to whisper in his ear, laughing at his remarks while her hand rested lightly on his chest. But soon, it became impossible to ignore.
One afternoon, the four of you were gathered in a private room at a quiet inn, going over details of a new case. The table was covered in maps, letters, and reports. Sherlock was explaining a line of reasoning, his hands moving rapidly as he spoke, when Irene stepped closer.
“Brilliant, as always, Mr. Holmes,” she said, her voice low and smooth.
Before he could reply, she reached up, placed both hands on his shoulders, and pressed her lips firmly to his.
You froze.
Watson stopped speaking entirely. His eyes widened, then darted quickly to you, his expression shifting to concern.
Sherlock hesitated for only a second—then his hands came to rest gently on her waist, and he kissed her back. It was not a quick, polite gesture; it was deep, lingering, and unmistakably intimate. You could see the way he relaxed into it, the way that usual tension in his shoulders melted away.
When they finally pulled apart, Irene smiled, her fingers brushing lightly over his jawline. “You think too much, my dear. Sometimes you must simply feel.”
Sherlock’s lips curved into a rare, warm smile—the kind you had never seen directed at you. “And you, Irene, have a way of making me forget how to think at all.”
You felt as though the air had been sucked out of the room. Your hands curled into fists beneath the table, your nails digging into your palms. You wanted to look away, to leave, but your feet felt rooted to the floor.
Watson cleared his throat loudly. “Perhaps we should return to the matter at hand. The longer we delay, the further the trail grows cold.”
Sherlock barely glanced at him. “Yes, yes—quite right. But first…” He turned back to Irene, who leaned in again, and this time, the kiss was longer, more passionate. Her fingers tangled in his hair, his arms wrapped tightly around her, pressing her close against him. For a moment, it was as if no one else existed in the room.
You could feel your eyes burning. Every beat of your heart felt like a stab. The man you loved—who you had followed, helped, and supported for over a year—was giving all his affection to someone else, and doing it right in front of you.
As the weeks turned into months, it became a regular occurrence.
In the hallway of 221B, you would walk in to find them locked in an embrace, Sherlock’s head tilted down to meet hers, her hands resting on his chest or around his neck. During investigations, if there was a moment of pause, Irene would pull him close, kissing him slowly and deeply, as if claiming him openly. Sometimes they would lean against walls or doorways, lost in each other, paying no mind that you and Watson were only a few feet away.
“I think it is safe to say we are now together,” Sherlock said one evening, as they sat side by side, Irene’s hand resting comfortably on his thigh. “A partnership of minds—and more.”
Watson forced a smile, though his jaw was tight. “If that is what you both wish.”
You didn’t trust yourself to speak. You just nodded, gathered your things, and left the room as quickly as you could.
Inside, you were breaking.
Every smile they shared, every touch, every kiss felt like a weight pressing down on your chest. You stopped staying late at Baker Street. You spoke less, laughed less, and when you did go along on cases, you kept further back, staying near Watson, trying to be invisible.
Watson noticed every change. He would bring you tea, ask if you were sleeping well, or find small reasons to walk with you away from the pair.
“You don’t have to pretend with me,” he said one rainy evening, as you stood by the window watching the drops run down the glass. “I see how much this hurts you. Holmes… he is blind to feelings, Y/N. He does not realize what he is doing, or how it affects anyone else.”
“I know,” you whispered, tears welling in your eyes. “But it doesn’t make it easier, John. Every time I see them… I feel like I don’t belong anymore. Like I was just a placeholder until someone better came along.”
“That is not true,” Watson said firmly. “You are part of this team. You always will be.”
But the truth was, you no longer felt like you belonged. The warmth that had once filled 221B now felt cold. The excitement of solving cases turned into a dull ache, because every victory was shared between Sherlock and Irene, leaving you and Watson on the outside looking in.
And Irene—she knew exactly what she was doing. When she caught you watching, she would hold Sherlock closer, kiss him more deeply, as if to say He is mine. Sherlock, lost in his own feelings and fascination, never questioned it. He thought nothing of displaying their affection openly, unaware that it was tearing you apart.
Months passed. The pain did not fade—it only grew heavier. You found yourself lying awake at night, thinking of all the moments you had shared, and wondering if you would ever be able to look at Sherlock without feeling your heart twist.
One morning, you stood in your small room, your bag packed and ready. You had made your decision. You could not stay here and watch the man you loved love someone else. You could not keep pretending that it did not hurt, that you were happy just to be a friend.
Paris. That was where you would go. A city far away, where no one knew your name, where you could start over. You would not tell anyone—not Watson, not Sherlock. You feared that if you spoke to them, you would break down, and you did not want to be the reason for awkwardness or trouble. You wanted to leave quietly, without explanation.
You wrote a short note, simple and brief:
Thank you for everything you have taught me, and for the trust you gave me. I am going away to find myself. Do not look for me, and do not worry. I will be well. — Y/I (Your Initial)
You left it on the table in the sitting room, then slipped out of the door before anyone was awake.
When Watson woke later that morning and found the note, his blood ran cold. He read it twice, then three times, his hands tightening around the paper. He knew immediately why you had left. There was only one reason, and it was standing right in the next room, leaning over a chemical experiment, Irene sitting comfortably beside him.
Watson stormed into the room, his face dark with anger.
“Where is she?” he demanded, his voice sharp.
Sherlock did not even look up. “Who? Y/N? I haven’t seen her this morning. Probably out gathering information—she does that sometimes.”
“Not this time,” Watson said, slamming the note down on the worktable. “She’s gone, Holmes. Packed her things and left. This is all she left behind.”
Sherlock glanced at the paper, read it quickly, then shrugged. “She says she needs time away. That is understandable. People do that when they feel restless.”
“Restless?” Watson’s voice rose. “Do you really think this is about restlessness? Do you have any idea what you’ve done?”
Sherlock finally lifted his head, looking confused. “Done? I have done nothing. She chose to leave of her own free will.”
“Of her own free will?” Watson stepped closer, his temper flaring. “You and Irene—you two are always touching, kissing, making it clear to everyone that you belong together. You do it in front of her, day after day, month after month! Did you never stop to think that she might care for you? Did you never notice the way she looked at you? The way she grew quiet, the way she withdrew? She left because she could not bear to watch you two together anymore!”
For a moment, there was silence. Irene’s expression shifted—she looked satisfied, almost pleased, but said nothing. Sherlock, however, stared at Watson, his face blank, his mind working but not connecting the emotions behind the words.
“Feelings,” Sherlock said slowly, as if tasting the word. “I did not know she felt that way. And even if she did… it is not my responsibility to manage the emotions of everyone around me. I love Irene. I choose to be with her. If Y/N could not accept that, then perhaps it is better she went.”
His voice was calm, detached—cold, even. There was no regret, no sadness, no sign that he cared at all.
Watson stared at him, shocked and furious. “Better? You call this better? She was family to me! She was part of this team, and you just let her walk away without a second thought, all because you are too wrapped up in your own romance and too blind to see what is right in front of you!”
Sherlock’s jaw tightened slightly, but he did not back down. “I am not a man of feelings, Watson. You know this. I follow logic, not sentiment. If her departure brings her peace, then that is a logical outcome. I do not see why you are so angry.”
“Because you are heartless!” Watson shouted, slamming his fist on the table. “You claim to understand human nature, but you understand nothing of the heart! You have lost someone who cared for you more than you will ever know, and you do not even feel it!”
With that, Watson turned and stormed out of the room, leaving Sherlock standing there, staring at the note, his face still showing no real emotion. Irene stood up, walked over, and slipped her arms around his neck, kissing his cheek.
“Let him be, my dear,” she murmured. “Some people just cannot handle seeing what they cannot have.”
Sherlock leaned into her touch, pushing the thought of your absence aside as easily as he discarded an old theory. “You are right. It changes nothing between us. The case still goes on, and life continues.”
But outside, as Watson walked through the foggy streets, he carried a heavy weight in his chest—anger at Sherlock, worry for you, and the quiet certainty that things would never be the same again.
summary: after becoming pregnant, you notice that sherlock has been distancing himself. he finally returns home after at least a month of being gone.
warnings: pregnancy, mention of a dead body but nothing graphic, if there's anything you see let me know
word count: 2k
a/n: thank you so much for this request! i apologize for how long it took to write, but i enjoyed it! i don't think i was able to fit absolutely everything but i hope you like it either way.
everything was perfect in the beginning. at least, that's how it felt.
when you first met sherlock, it was at the scene of a case you were working on. you admit, it was a bit suspicious of you to be digging around in a dead man's pockets, but you were there for the same business as him. or at least similar.
"who are you?" you jump at the new voice in the room, obviously not expecting anyone else to waltz in while you were doing your investigation.
you rise from your crouched position as you pull a note from the dead man's pocket, turning to see the intruder.
my, was he handsome.
clearing your throat, you fold your hands together, encasing the paper. "i could ask you the same."
he sighs, "sherlock holmes."
a soft gasp passes your lips. sherlock holmes, the well renowned detective.
"i ask again, who are you?" he questions.
"y/n l/n." you inform him, "it's a pleasure to meet you, mr holmes."
his eyebrows raises as he looks to the corpse on the floor. "may i ask why you were searching a dead man's body?"
"oh," you had almost forgotten your business here, being in his presence. you glance down at the body, "i'm investigating a case. my search has led me here."
he seemed intrigued by the new information, nodding his head. "the case of his murder?"
"well, a missing person's case. but it seems it has become more than that." you motion towards the floor.
"i happen to be investigating his murder." he tells you, "i believe our cases may have crossed."
"so it seems." you hum.
he glances around the room for a second, clearly thinking. "perhaps we can share our information."
you never would've expected that case to lead to a long partnership, bringing your minds together to solve even the toughest of cases.
"another case solved, mr holmes." you smile at the man beside you.
"couldn't have done it without you, miss l/n," he responds, causing you to chuckle.
and perhaps a blooming romance.
yes, throughout the months of running around with him, you may have grown to have some feelings.
it was something different. you had met plenty of men. your parents had introduced you to some, telling you how wonderful they were and how you should settle down soon before nobody would want you. of course, nobody would want a woman too old to have a child.
but with each man who courted you, you realized that in your mind, you were comparing them all to sherlock.
sherlock, who was the kindest gentleman you'd ever met. the person you felt most comfortable with on any day. the man who had moved in with you after a mere three cases, leaving two-twenty-one b baker street as a place for bringing evidence together to create conclusions.
in your mind, he was perfect. but out of reach.
little did you know, it wasn't quite as far away as you suspected.
"ha!" you step back as you look at the strings that connected on the wall in front of you. "oh my- sherlock!" you call for him.
he rushes in from the other room, eyes wide. "what? did something happen?"
"i figured it out!" you squeal, clapping your hands together, "i solved it!"
"you-" he quickly moves forward to look at all the connections, eyes darting all around. a moment later, he looks back to you, "you did!"
it's almost natural how you gravitate towards each other, "my word, you are just-" he can barely form words, and without thinking…
he kisses you. it seems as if it's something that happens everyday, with the way your hand moves to rest on his shoulder without any thought.
when he pulls away, you're staring into each other's eyes, amazed by what just happened.
"well, that could've happened much sooner," you breathe out, sharing a smile with him.
after your relationship blossomed, it was approximately a year before he proposed.
and not too long after, you found yourself to be pregnant. when you told sherlock, he was elated at first.
the two of you were turning a new page in your story, beginning a new chapter.
but after a month or so, the excitement from him began to dwindle. he grew distant, and it seemed to you like he was hesitant to even look in your direction.
with time, he was rarely coming home, staying in the flat that he used to call home- to you, it seemed like that was slowly a returning case.
-
one day, as you were heading towards town to run some errands, you heard a strange whining sound near the bushes along the sidewalk.
when you went to investigate, pushing the leaves to the side, you saw a puppy. a bundle of shaggy, light brown fur.
"oh, sweety." you frown, hesitantly reaching out for it. once it allows you to get closer, you manage to pick it up out of the bushes. it was much heavier than you expected, but you managed to hold him. "why are you out here all alone? have you got any owners?"
you searched for a tag but to no avail. "it seems not. i suppose i'll take you home with me then, how does that sound? we can keep each other company."
you smile. no part of you ever expected having a dog, but here you are, carrying one back up the stairs to your home.
"i think a bath will do you good," your nose scrunches as you open the door, having to hold the dog close to yourself and smelling the odor that came from him.
thus began a friendship filled with love and loyalty.
part of you wondered what sherlock would think, but he hadn't been home in at least a month, only dropping in to grab a new round of clothes every once in a while.
-
your hand runs across cato's back while his head rests in your lap. every few minutes, you'll lift your hand to turn the page of the book you've been reading, but only seconds later it's back on his fur.
it's been a relaxing evening, as you've had no errands to run for the day, and until dinner you haven't got anything to do.
usually, this time would be spent by sherlock's side. whether it be having a cup of tea or going out to solve a crime, it would be with him.
it seems you haven't had that since you found that you were pregnant. since your belly grew bigger, since he stopped lingering in your presence.
a knock at the door has the dog's head raising, and you look towards the door. as he jumps off the couch, you place a bookmark on your page and push up from your cushioned seat.
when you open the door, you're greeted with the sight of the young sister of sherlock's and her new beau.
"enola!" you smile, opening the door further, "it's wonderful to see you again. and tewkesbury, a pleasure as always."
"it's wonderful to see you again, you look wonderful," enola says as they enter your home, noticing the dog a few moments later, "and who's this?"
you look down to him, his tail beginning to wag as tewkesbury reaches a hand out for him to sniff. "this is cato." you inform, "i found him on the street about a month ago. i didn't expect for him to get so big in such little time."
they both smile and enola watches as tewkesbury scratches the dog's ear. "how does sherlock feel about him?" she asks.
a small frown tries to tug your lips down but you quickly disguise it. "i'm not sure," you sigh, "he hasn't been home to meet him."
tewkesbury looks away from the dog when you say that, eyebrows furrowing together. "he hasn't? why not?"
all words are lost as you shrug, not knowing yourself why he hasn't been around.
"i'll go speak with him," she states, beginning to move back to the door.
"no, enola," you grab her hand and she stares at you in utter confusion. "there's no need. i'm sure he'll be back soon."
her hand drops from yours as she sighs. "if he fails to return, i will get him myself." you promise.
she nods, "just- tell me when he does."
you muster up a smile, "of course. would you like any tea?" you change the topic.
"we were actually on our way to the market," tewkesbury informs you, "we were just passing by to say hello."
you nod, "well, don't let me hold you up. enjoy your day."
enola's arm loops through his and you feel a tug at your heart as you open the door for them, "remember, tell me when sherlock comes to his senses." she points a finger at you before they leave.
you sigh when you close the door, thinking of the times you and sherlock had their kind of relationship. young and naive.
you look down at cato, who was unaware of your feelings, his tail wagging happily.
"oh, darling." you sigh, patting his head, "what will i do?"
-
you hum softly, moving throughout the kitchen to grab various ingredients for dinner.
it was a peaceful moment until you heard the door open, followed by a growl in the living room.
you froze, carefully placing what you held on the counter and grabbing for a knife. had you forgotten to lock the door?
when you peak around the corner of the entryway that leads out of the kitchen, you see what caused the distress of your dog- your husband, home for the first time in who knows how long. it upset you that the thought of him being home didn't cross your mind before someone breaking in.
the confusion on his face is evident when he turns his head and sees you. "what is a dog doing in our home?"
"i took him in." you state matter of fact as the dog trots over to you, sitting at your feet while keeping his gaze on the man unknown to him.
sherlock's eyebrows furrow, "and why was i not informed of this?"
"i'm surprised you even care," you laugh bitterly, "he's been here for a while now, and it says a lot that you're only learning of it now."
it takes sherlock a moment to answer, glancing around the room before looking back to you. "you're mad at me."
your lips purse. "what a brilliant deduction, sherlock."
he purses his lips, "i know i've been busy-"
"no, sherlock!" your voice suddenly raises and cato stands, "you haven't been home in forever. you've left me!"
when he looks down at the floor, you can feel the tears beginning to form in your eyes. "that wasn't my intention, darling." he mutters softly, taking a step towards you.
a soft growl comes from cato as he stares your husband down. "don't call me darling." you speak lowly, "you've lost that privilege."
you can see the hurt in his eyes, but you couldn't seem to care. when he shows no sign of reply, you cross your arms. "please, sherlock." you whisper, "what did i do? you've never been this distant."
"i didn't mean-"
"then why-"
"i'm scared, alright?" his voice raises, causing you to flinch. he frowns at the sight, shaking his head. "i worry i won't be a good father."
you feel a pang in your heart at his confession. out of all the reasons in the world, you never would've expected him to be scared.
"sherlock," you step toward him, "my love, you will be a wonderful father." after you drop the knife on the dining table, your hand raises to rest on his cheek and he leans into your touch. "i wouldn't want anyone else for this baby. only you."
his striking blue eyes stare into yours and you can see the guilt within them. "i'm sorry for leaving," he whispers softly.
"you better be." your volume matches his as you press a kiss to his cheek, "and if you do it again, i'll let cato maul you."
a laugh is pulled from him and you smile at the sound that you missed so much. "i promise, darling." he glances to the dog, "he's pretty cute."
"i know, right?" you look down at him, "i found him in a bush." you chuckle.
Maybe you have already done it and if so I apologize but did you not once suggest that Sherlock could have feelings for author darling?
Wouldn’t it be nice if for once a darling could manage to truly run away and evade William for good… with Sherlock?! And of course rub it in his face every once in a while with a clue that only William would get… but he is always too late…. And author and Sherlock are just doing great wherever they are.
I did and honestly I wish I wrote more on it because they are one of my favorite duos
Like in the full I made about an author darling I add this one line and it’s one of my favorite lines I have ever written…
“…then not to mention I have to worry about a detective, who may or not be the love of my life of the bane of my existence but I may just be thinking that because I am going mad…”
I wrote this when she was rambling but it is true, she does have feelings for the famous detective but is in to much distress to properly process them.
But omg just imagine Sherlock and her faking their disappearance and just leaving England and traveling, Sherlock doing his cases all over and her writing her novels with all this new inspiration. Also need I remind you that this little author is filthy rich and now that she has someone to spend her fortune on she definitely spoils him, sugar mommy™️. The locations her books take place are the only clue William gets into her location but by the time they are published they are already long gone.
Mycroft, Miss Hudson, and John are probably the only ones who know where they are and Mycroft is definitely worried for the both of them but still happy, even though he’ll never show it, that his little brother found happiness with such an intelligent woman who has managed to keep him grounded, Miss Hudson and John feel very similarly to Mycroft, plus a little thankful to her due to the checks she sends, covering Sherlock’s part of the rent and then some every month.
But I just have a really cute visual of them cuddling on the hotel couch, sharing a cigarette, and taking about his latest case of the draft of her next novel.
“Hm do you think it was strangulation or suffocation?”
“Strangulation most definitely but I will revisit the body tomorrow.”
The thing is the conversation could go either way.
