#homesick?

[grimmwolf]

Finally was able to watch at least the first httyd movie today. Gotta admit tho, I cried like a baby the whole time 😭😂

Every time I watch these movies, I can’t help but feel something so deep, so strong, so true, and so intense. Something my physical form can’t seem to deal with all on its own. I feel as if there’s another form of my being somewhere else out in the universe, mourning the loss of my true, complete, whole self.

Me. In this human body and world.

I feel like I’m supposed to be in that world. On Berk, New Berk, with Hiccup and Toothless and Stoick and Valka and everyone else. My heart, mind and soul all long to be physically present in that world again. My World. A world where I truly belong in, and a world that I can find tru happiness in.

After only a week of questioning if I’m httyd kin, I feel so lost, and uncertain. I already feel like it was my home. But at the same time, is it really all true? Is it really true that I’m supposed to be in that world? A world that presumably was made up by a human? Or is it just me wanting to be in that world, just to get away from this one?

I can’t help but feel doubts.

[doinbetter]

i have a heartbroken anxious feeling again

[uruha-ia]

Homesick? [Uruha x open]

Uruha drifted through the halls of the Academy with all the silence of a ghost, and nearly as invisible as one when he slipped through the darkest shadows. He was not aiming for stealth, or to be sneaking around - it was simply how he was, now that night had fallen. His skin had darkened to match the deepness of the night sky, except for the faintest shimmer of the Stardust that was within him. His silence was due to the fact that simply floating along was much easier than walking right now, when he was lost so deeply in his thoughts.

When he passed through the lights, he was probably quite a sight, though. Perhaps if he had been thinking a bit more, he would have cast an illusion to appear as his normal self, so he did not scare some poor soul that happened to be wandering at the same time as he. However, as it was, he had not stopped to think that deeply; he simply wanted to get outside, get under the Stars. Both his room and roommate were lovely, but after spending the majority of his years sleeping beneath a wide, warm sky... Well. It would take some getting used to. The elf was certain that with time he would be fine with it, but right now? He simply wanted to spend some time with the Universe, unobstructed by brick and stone. Just a short trip outside, and then he would be ready to return to bed.

[tollens-silver-mirror]

Watching Outlander gives me insane homesickness for a place I’ve never been.

[32floz]

i can't stop crying!!!!! but about nice/sweet things?!!!!

[semitame]

Had another dream about my old place on the Alberta prairie. I went back to work for the same company and instead of going to the job site we went to a literal whore house.

[binguji]

getting real sick of the same routines. need some spontaneity in my life, also forever missing adventures with my people back in canada.