#nightlightfurykin

[grimmwolf]

Finally was able to watch at least the first httyd movie today. Gotta admit tho, I cried like a baby the whole time 😭😂

Every time I watch these movies, I can’t help but feel something so deep, so strong, so true, and so intense. Something my physical form can’t seem to deal with all on its own. I feel as if there’s another form of my being somewhere else out in the universe, mourning the loss of my true, complete, whole self.

Me. In this human body and world.

I feel like I’m supposed to be in that world. On Berk, New Berk, with Hiccup and Toothless and Stoick and Valka and everyone else. My heart, mind and soul all long to be physically present in that world again. My World. A world where I truly belong in, and a world that I can find tru happiness in.

After only a week of questioning if I’m httyd kin, I feel so lost, and uncertain. I already feel like it was my home. But at the same time, is it really all true? Is it really true that I’m supposed to be in that world? A world that presumably was made up by a human? Or is it just me wanting to be in that world, just to get away from this one?

I can’t help but feel doubts.

[grimmwolf]

-Nightfury rambles-

Nightfury feels got me wishing on stars n stuff.

Like, the night sky! It’s full of stars! And nightfuries blend into the darkness. I am the darkness! I am flight, I am freedom, I am wrath! Hecc, I wanna fly where no one can see me. I wanna dive down from the heavens and blast the mountain tops clean off. I wanna roar at my enemies and I wanna scratch their eyes out. I wanna prey on the weak and build my reputation as the nightmare in the sky. The pitch black terror. The dark fiend in the clouds. A beast that no one can shoot down or tame.

I wanna be me.