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[streganonna]

homevvrecker CINDY!!! I miss you so much can we please have a full catch up session soon or something !!!!

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you're so artistic and awesome!

you're the best!!!

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homevvrecker replied to your post: i wish i was ballsy enough to be one o...

that’s why snapchat is gold

a god given gift

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homevvrecker it's on insta but gimme a second and I'll reblog it

[streganonna]

Hi!!!!

1. First impression: oh my goooooooooood it was that post i made about ed in the tags and then we started talking about harry and i was like this girl is so awesome and so nice 2. Truth is: you were my first friend on here and i love you sososoososooo much like i honestly care so much about you and i hope you know i will always be here for you i love you!!!3. How old do you look: 174. Have you ever made me laugh: yes all the time5. Have you ever made me mad: never6. Best feature: literally everything you are the cutest so i guess just your cuteness in general 7. Have I ever had a crush on you: like you said friend crush you're the best ah!!!8. You’re my: cindy loo hoo omg9. Name in my phone: Cindy H (and then like 3 flower emojis)

[streganonna]

Cindy I had a dream and you deleted and I was so sad When I woke up but it’s ok now cause you’re still here so

[streganonna]

so i switched my url back to rarnones today and it made me think about tumblr 2012 especially the end of 2012 to the beginning of 2013 and all of the people on here that really helped me

and i was looking through my archive and i found posts about the letter and i was just reading old posts i had made and looking at all of these replies and it made me realize how lucky i am to have met some of you when i did and how grateful i am for the help a lot of you have given me

a lot of you i don't talk to anymore (not because i don't like you i'm just shit at keeping up, if it makes you feel better i literally only still talk to like five people on here) and a lot of you probably won't even remember helping me or knew you were at the time

but i just wanted to make this post to say thank you to some of you because some of you on here literally helped save my life, and many of you got me through some really bad days, or maybe you were just nice to me, and i just want you guys to know your kindness did not go unnoticed and that i really am thankful

also there are a lot of people i'm sure i will leave out not on purpose but just because it's been a year so i'm not going to be able to remember every name off the top of my head and many of you changed urls and i've lost track of your current ones and some have deleted 

but if you knew me during that time just know that you're probably one of the people that should be listed and if i did forget you im sorry!!

also if you know me now and you feel left out cause you're not on here it's not because i don't appreciate you (because i do) but i just wanted to make a post for those that helped me during this particular time!!

so if you have been tagged then this post is for you!! (also shoutout to katie worstcoast, heather harryspankme/omglln, and madeline yusterday who have both deleted)

now last thing, i want to give a special shoutout to a few people who helped me the most (in no particular order)..

melissa, hannah (currently inactive), sydney, janice, hayley, cindy, areebah, and kim

you guys, out of everyone, pushed me the hardest to write the letter, encouraged me to get help, made me laugh and smile so much at a really rough point in my life, and consistently worked to make my days better when i was clearly at a low point.  i could not ask for more out of anyone and you guys did it with no reward or complaints.  i obviously don't plan on spending the rest of my life on this website so it felt important to me to let you guys know you impacted my life for the better and are appreciated before i lost the chance to tell you. thank you so much!!!

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Cindy