#honest note

[heartagramtattoos]

One of my hobbies used to be rollerblading. I stopped in like 2016 because my friends were not rollerblading anymore.

One of my hobbies used to be photography. Now I don’t even see the point of it anymore. We have AI and shit. It’s like it’s not rewarding to be creative anymore.

I don’t do things I used to enjoy because I don’t have friends to do them with.

I don’t know, life feels so lonely and sad, I don’t want to be part of it anymore. I feel like I lost my spark when I was 8, which was almost 20 years ago.

I wish I was not scared to do it sometimes, you know?

[thegirlinthepinkbunnysuit]

I basically have no one to talk to about this. I can't talk to anyone about this actually. I hate how everyone's moving on, starting a new facet of their lives. Becoming someone different. But me? Its not like I haven't changed, its just that everything that has so far changed in my life wasn't for the better but for the worst. I hate how I've lost so many friends. I hate how I don't even have a group anymore. I hate change, and I miss everything the way it was last year this time. If I could, I would go back with all the knowledge I have now, and do things differently, because I know things will change foer the worst if I don't stop them. But life doesn't work that way.

[atmosphericmelancholy]

Tonight

I came to the conclusion that all men are the same no matter what their age. Whether they're 64 or 26, it's all the same. At least when they're little, they're cute.

Honest note for the night: marriage seems less and less enticing.