#honestly!!!

[perfectday1972]

[okaydays]

EVERY SONG IS ABOUT THESE FICTIONAL HOCKEY PLAYERS WHO ARE SECRETLY HOOKING UP AND FALLING IN LOVE

[wiggles247]

So you know when you see something and you think 'ooh this is bad', but then you think about it and you realise, 'oh no it's much worse!'

Well I had a moment like that today just when was leaving for work.

So, I already didn't like the fact that Robert has said yes to Aaron, for lots of reasons, one of which was that this would mean Robert was cheating again (emotionally or actually), and I didn't want that for him because of the GA view that "it's just what Robert does" which I really hoped was a thing they wouldn't be able to say anymore.

But then I realised that, in essence, he will also be cheating on Aaron who, unlike with Chrissie, does not know about Kev and so will think he and Robert are together in a monogamous relationship! And I can't see Aaron viewing it any differently.

So my only hope (although I think it is probably a vain one) is that after whatever happens at his visit with Kev, Robert will walk back his yes to Aaron blaming his 'prison stuff' - which wouldn't be a complete lie, and ask if they can just go back to being friends.

[thewinterclown]

#i'm willing to risk it all for 2015 sebstan

[cittielinks]

Yoo Joonghyuk knew about Kim Dokja even before they met in college. They used to be classmates.

 He, Yoo Joonghyuk, knew about Kim Dokja, a kind man, silent but his smile was something he wanted to see every day. He never understood why the school kept its mouth quiet when Kim Dokja was bullied every day, though he could not speak for himself, he was one of the people who watch and did not do anything at all.

If Yoo Joonghyuk was a better man he would have talked to Kim Dokja but he is nothing but a coward, a nobody who got swept away at how beautiful Kim Dokja’s smile is. 

It was tragic that Kim Dokja transferred to a different school, it was a devastating event that he was never prepared for ( why did he even think that he has the chance to be with him) because he never get a chance to be a better man and protect him. 

Yoo Joonghyuk never gets a chance to tell Kim Dokja how pretty his smile is and how much he likes him. 

It was probably fate that told him that such a thing between him and Kim Dokja is nothing, non-existent, and was not meant to be. 

He could only wish for Kim Dokja to be happy somewhere even if it wasn’t with him. 

So imagine his utter surprise when he met him years after high school. 

His deep fascination about the boy whose eyes were so starry that held so much glow that he could never attain, a boy whose smile captivated him is here in living flesh just arms away from him. 

Oh, he wishes he could hold him tight, ask for forgiveness and give him one last chance to make everything right. 

This time, for sure, he will be there for Kim Dokja. 

“Oh my god! I’m so sorry, Are you okay?” asked Kim Dokja who tripped in front of Yoo Joonghyuk, his face etched with worry as he tried to look for any possible injuries the other man might have, messy papers, lecture notes forgotten on the floor.

“I’m fine,” he answered, his throat felt tighter, and his hands sweaty as he felt Kim Dokja just in front of him, touching him. 

“Your hands are bleeding,” he panicked,

“Ah! I’m so sorry. Let me treat you to a meal today!”

Yoo Joonghyuk could have declined the invitation like he always does. But this is a one-chance opportunity. He must grasp it well.

“I-uhh of course. Sure.” 

What the fuck, Yoo Joonghyuk. Lame. 

God, why is he like this?

Kim Dokja smiled, his eyes shine so beautifully but his smile captivated him once again. 

Dear constellations above, 

Please fall in love with me one day. 

[karurabluew]

"Geez, this place is a maze."

Bon, having been tired of constantly fixing his hair all the time had put a hair pin in while he was running around the whole city trying to find a exit. Due to his training, he's moderately winded.

Its not like could ask anyone here, since everyone seems to be in the same boat.

"Wheres a good world map when you need one..."

Its only maps of the city here. A mutter to himself as he stops by another newspaper stand to find anything useful.

@sparklingsplendor

[game-set-canet]

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