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*heavy breathing* for you hehehe

#its gigi time #im nervous #skateme2yokohama #honestly time #sorry i cannot english #brain typos

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My first ship in Naruto is narusaku

#narusaku #honestly time

You posted before that your heart is broken. Are you okay?

Oooof, it’s not even 9am and y’all are already hitting me with the hard stuff.

Tbh, no. I’m not fine. Yes, my heart is broken. I am always putting myself out there for partners (or potential partners) my family, my friends (potential friends) my co workers, my neighbors and then just strangers in general. I try and always make myself available for anyone who needs to talk or needs extra help or work. And I put my all into everything that I do because I think each person and each interaction is important. I don’t tell people I love them easily, it makes me exhausted sometimes to talk to people every day, it’s hard for me to be myself authentically and then keep getting ghosted and just broken into little pieces. No one ever really prepares you when you’re growing up to tell you that pretty much every person you interact with can break you down, heart and spirit. And for me it’s just getting harder and harder to want to make any connections at all. I’m tired of being let down and hurt. And that decision always makes me feel awful because then it makes it seem like I’m the one that is making myself lonely so then I blame myself for everyone who doesn’t stay in my life. Having relationships, of any kind, is super fucking hard. And right now I’m devastated. My heart has been broken in a way that I think it will take a really long time to heal from. I spread myself too thin for someone in particular that took advantage of my time, my kindness and my love and made me feel the smallest I’ve ever felt in my life. But, it will be okay. I will be okay, I will rebuild and I hope that I can keep spreading love and kindness again once I start feeling better.

Thank you for asking. I appreciate you checking on me, Anon. Sorry for the novel 😅

Xoxoxo

#answered asks #honestly time #I’m probably being way too honest and vulnerable here #depression is a monster

I'm angry at myself. I'm watching all these youtubers doing things that I should be doing and I'm like "this is fine" but it's not because I'm starting to take that anger out on the people closest to me, and it's so unfair and shitty, and I feel stuck. I wanna yell or hit something but i know it won't make me feel any better. I'm just so angry at everything, and I keep getting angry at stupid little things too and its ruining my day. So far I've only expressed my anger to my family, but honestly its only matter of time before I go off on a friend, or at work.

#sometimes i feel like im my own therapist #honestly time

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I use to be huge hinata fan

#hinata hyuga #i use to post pro hinata long time ago #honestly time #big fan #truth