okay, so, I can't tell if I really fucking hate this fandom, I feel like I'm not respected at all, but then again it's also in reality just a me thing. Like, it isn't that big of a deal at all that people use my name as their user or relate to that character or are fictionkin of that character or selfship or any of that stuff, I just get very I guess triggered by it and get uncomfortable with it. I really wish I didn't because I'm not wanting to judge them, especially since its harmless, but my fictionkin identity and all those feelings just get in the way and make it uncomfortable. I can't deal with doubles or anything of the sort I guess. Like there's a person in a server I'm on, and they're genuinely cool and stuff and thankfully don't act weird with me, but they're a selfshipper of my kintype and make comments about it sometimes and, even though I don't care if people do that and also that it wasn't directed towards me specifically, I still get uncomfortable with it (no hate to them btw, I think them selfshipping with my kintype in the end is harmless, but it does seem to affect me) I sometimes really, really don't like being fictionkin.