Have had a killer headache most of the day today. Spent most of the day in the quiet and dark, finally was able to take a little nap and it seemed to fade but it’s still throbbing. Been drinking nothing but water today trying to get hydrated. The last few days I haven’t been drinking nearly as much water as I usually do. I bought a new water bottle that holds 64 ounces of H2O. I really want one of this hydro flask water bottles but they are insanely expensive.
Found my old soberity journal and decided to try and finally get sober. Never thought I would struggle with drinking like I have. But I am really going to make an effort this time. Even decorated a page with an inspirational quote. Did my first entry and drew a photo to go along with it. Really hoping I can do this. What better time to do this now when I have the time to really make an effort. Being quarantined always me to go through the withdrawals and really make an effort. Plus the weather is picking up so I can start going outside with Aaliyah and have a distraction.
Cannot believe my birthday is on Wednesday. My last year of being in my twenties. I want to spend my 29th birthday getting sober and getting back to the girl I used to be until we moved here. I know I can do this. Day 1 is already completed.
