Sometimes I think I put way too much effort into my fic when it comes to canon researching and background and worldbuiling and symbolism and I'm scared other people will never care or get some references, or go "I noticed this!" and it saddens me.
Then I think that my constant research of perfection when perfection doesn't exist will actually be the reason for my downfall.
Then I think that it's just cool that I'm writing a long ass detailed fic and the people who like it and apreciate it will do so nonetheless.
Then I think that I just wanna cry and watch Fleabag and say goodbye to everything.
Then I think I don't, and that's why the docs is still open.











