#howcanidothis

[seelenvollpilot]

Yes, I draw Cherik again. The dream seems to be a strict but infinitely gentle teacher. Ballerina - another OC. Who can put confidence in you like a teacher?) Her costume… I tried to do something in the spirit of Don Quixote. She is dancing Kitri. I hope, you will enjoy it))) I am sorry if I did not mention someone) @epwhales @mistressofthelair @phantomofthetrashcan @klausscrimshaw @ilustrariane

[thetailofthecat]

Which door will you choose to walk through. I'm doing my best to choose joy... though it seems impossible most days, and I have failed thousands of times, thankfully God's grace is bigger than that. Praise Jesus for how far we've come from over a few weeks, months, or even a year ago. #Godsgotthis #Jesushealing #howdoIwakeup #howcanIdothis #takingavacation #joy #hope #maybethiswillhelpsomeoneelse #howcanIcontinue #lifematters #itgetshardsometimes #restneedstohappen #wellthereiscoffee #canIgosleepforaweeknow #Godputmehereforsomereason #okimdonelol #dontstomponyourfresh https://www.instagram.com/p/BoCknaxF0go/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1olvj9s9vsk7t

[blindowlmedia]

Five hours and this is all I’ve got! So frustrated with myself!... I️t didn’t look right so I️ erased then started again many times over! #drawing #erasersaddict #nevergonnagetthisdone #manic #manictuesday ... it’s been a rough day!! #roughday #howcanidothis

[loveme-if-youcan]

So I know it's no ones fault but mine but I really just can't motivate myself anymore. Like I'm having so much trouble sitting and paying attention in my classes. And I know I have my test tomorrow and I'm gonna fail it because I had all spring break and three separate times I sat down to study and I spent like an hour trying to start and it never worked. And then this whole week everytime I tried the same thing happened. Then this weekend happened and friday I sat down and got a little done. Then yesterday I got to work, I spent a better part of six hours trying to get stuff done and all I did was organize my notes, finish half a chapter guide and do part of my lab report before I had plans which kept my head from exploding. Then today I finally was able to work through a chapter study guide fully and filled in all I know for the other two but at this point I'm not even nervous or have the butterflies like I normally do for an exam, I just know I'm gonna open it and instantly know how much I don't get of this. And I know it's no ones fault but my own, I just hate this class so much, all I learn is one formula after the next where we never see what the symbols mean in a physical context and it's like a never ending cycle of equations that take up five pages of notes a class. I just really needed to write about this because idk what it is but my hearts not into these classes at all and is much rather be taking orgo than these classes and I never thought I'd be saying that. At least in orgo I seemed to be able to see what's happening and things made sense because they happened for a reason. Here it's all just theory and on such a nanoscale we cant observe it. Idk sorry tumblr for the long post, everything else in my life is doing fantastic and on a huge upswing, it's just realistically this Chem class and one other that are dragging me down through the mud.