It really is amazing to me
how movies can influence your life. I have told myself again and again that my life is just one long film that I get to replay over and over...I wish it was that simple.
When I watch a film--and by that specifically I mean a good film-- I can feel all my senses come together. There is something about words, video, and sound all coming together to make an audience cry, or laugh, or reflect.
I honestly wish I had the power to make people feel the things I wanted them to feel. This absolute capturing of attention, emotion, the mind.
As long as I live I will continue to believe that my life is simply a film being played and edited by myself...because I want it to be true so badly...I want people to look at my life and feel exactly what I want them to.
Now the only thing I have to hide from in my life will be the realization that there was no tape in the camera...or that maybe this movie isn't a great movie, its just an average one.
Nevertheless; I'll do my best to make it a good one until the end.