HS!Verse - Broken Ties
Violet insides felt hot and sickly, betrayal and hurt burning just beneath her skin. Her fingers tightened on the door, her entrance unnoticed by the two boys in the classroom. The two boys that were currently making out. Jack was standing in front of the desk, leaning into the taller boy sitting on top of it, hair mussed from his fingers. She'd thought- god she was so stupid. To think Once-ler would actually want her, she should have known. When did things ever work out for her after all? Hadn't it been made clear to her frequently that she wasn't worth the time of day?
She couldn't stop the strangled sob that rose in her throat, shoulders trembling. She covered her mouth with a hand to muffle it. Please, please don't hear me, she couldn't- The two froze, Jack turning to look at the doorway. His blue eyes widened, hand falling away from Once-ler. Funny, for a guy who always had something to say, he was awfully silent. Once-ler drew back, all limbs as he scrambled from the desk, hands out in an appeasing manner.
“Violet- I'm sorry, I can- I can explain!” A wet laugh escaped Violet. Explain?! Tears pricked at her eyes, making her vision blur. “Oh, I think everything is perfectly clear,” She said thickly. The words shook, but she kept going before he could speak. “Clear that I wasn't enough for you.” Her free hand clenched at her side. “To think, I- I actually thought you cared!” She bowed her head, trying to hide the tears behind her bangs. Another broken laugh threatened to escape. “I thought both of you cared... Stupid, I get that now.” Her hand slipped off the door, footsteps echoing as she bolted back down the hall.
She wasn't sure if either had followed her. She was pretty sure she'd heard one of them call after her, but it fell away below the rushing in her ears. She didn't stop until she'd reached the theater room, slipping inside and hiding herself among the costume racks. The room was dark, lights shut off during the time between the end of classes and rehearsal. But she knew it, and it was safe. She let the familiarity of it wrap around her as the tears ran their course.
The problem with highschool is you can't just avoid seeing people. She stopped eating lunch in the cafeteria like she had when she could sit with them, falling back into the habit of spending it in Mr. Black's room. He didn't mind after all. Her clothes fell back into pure dark tones again, a silent signal to others to leave her alone. The pink sweater Once-ler gave her, buried at the bottom of her closet; the gloves with snowflake patterns Jack had gotten her when he realized her own winter gloves were practically useless, same story.
But she still passed them in the hall, still shared science with Jack, and English with Once-ler. The glances from Jack, she was pretty sure she could see some regret there, but good. It was them who hurt her, they should regret it. And the attempts from Once-ler to speak to her, the notes he tried to slip to her desk. She rather enjoyed dripping water on those and watching the meaning of the letters melt away.
In the end it was a relief when Once-ler transferred. The constant reminder was no longer hanging over her, and his attempts to smooth things over were no longer something she had to worry about avoiding. She didn't know if the transfer had anything to do with what had happened. She didn't try talking to him one last time to set the record straight, and she didn't ask Jack.
Things went back to the way they had been before. She was alone, for the most part, at school. It was at least better than home again. And she wrote; she threw herself into the scripts, spent hours in the theater room going over them with Mr. Black. Life moved on.












