I’ve noticed something since joining back into the HS support community. I see a lot of people post about what’s worked to help them and none of the stuff I’ve ever tried has helped me.
I’ve tried so many things over the years with very little if any, progress. I won’t deny that it frustrates me that I just can’t seem to catch a break but I don’t feel jealous of my fellow HS sufferers.
I’m actually happy that there are those that have found relief from this dreaded disease. I feel joy when someone in the support groups talks about how they are having good days instead of bad ones.
I just hope that I can have some good days again. It seems like I’m having a string of bad days and just can’t shake this infection. I’m tired all the time and I have to admit that I’m a bit lonely. I have my family but I miss having friends to just stop by and chat a while. The only other face to face interaction I get is from my weekly visits from my home health care nurses. I consider them to be friends but they get paid to visit me. There’s a difference.