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❛ you know , i hadn’t ever actually been to a real beach before last year. that’s odd , isn’t it ? ❜ even then , last year’s trip had been out of necessity rather than replenishment , and considering he’d had to dig a drave on it , he hadn’t truly been able to enjoy it , had he ? same with camping , and looking back at both experiences , he finds himself a bit irked about the circumstances. he imagines it’s just another way of coping , focusing his anger on the little things rather than the more aggravating factors. it’s easier that way.
the thing is , nothing is easier.
❛ are there , er , things that you want to do ? you know , before it’s - all over ? ❜ he can’t even say the word anymore. not because he fears it , but because every time he even thinks of saying it , it feels as though it might cost him something. something he can never get back. ❛ most people do , i guess , right ? ❜