#huhhh...

[gloomyeiscue]

why do you block?

?? huh ,, uhm SRY ??? ive only rly blocked gundham yumes since im also one (very heavily selective sharing) so that's probably why ?????uhm

[nimfeum]

just a rant, it’s not even cohesive... all over the place it’s just pure hate and negativity so you’re better off not reading it (if you even have such intentions) I feel genuine hate toward a person. After 8 years of wondering I recognized the feeling I have as genuine hate. I’ve been blocking it, of course, but it is inevitable for it to slip through my fingers and swim back to surface. I am forced by circumstance to live with said person. I have no connection to this individual whatsoever, never had. Sometimes I can not stand the sound of them existing. Be it them occasioanlly speaking (never hear them do that more than twice a week or so, thankfully..phew) walking, the way they pour a glass of water for themselves, prepare food (for themselves, never do so for others), the way they never make choices, the things that get them riled up, the way they generally walk and their general physical existence. They are just like a robot. Just existing, consuming, occasional whining and dissatisfaction. Smiles on them look unnatural and untrue, they look like those on a fuckin’ stock photo. I am guilty of doing similar things  - not helping around the house enough and uninvolvement in anything but I find that my behaviour is due to them being able to get away with it and me getting scolded whenever I do not do something to a certain standard.  They have no personality whatsoever, except that of whining and speaking about how everybody is “beyond stupid”. They have never been able to communicate with me the way a normal healthy person can. Even in my “innocent” years (childhood = naive opinions and views of what is real or true). This person is so rigid and unwilling to evolve, I doubt that they’ve still got the impression they first got of me when I was 12 years old. What a fucking twat. Their presence in the family has lead to a series of emotionally confusing episodes (for me) which wouldn’t have happened if this souless mass hadn’t been around. My mother says she involved him in our lives because he could provide “security”. I think security is a bullshit reason to be with somebody. Through the years I’ve learned to ignore him. But I can not help the occasional chills, electrical impulses that slither down my body whenever I hear him merely existing. God... I actually can not stand him. And I am a person who genuinely loves people. Pure fucking love t h e m............. And it’s odd to see/feel myself be capable of hatered..  Maybe he is just a scapegoat. who knows. But I can’t help the horrible gut feelings I get when I even think of him. Multiple tries of suppressing them, tranforming them, u-uh, nothing ever works. Maybe one day, when I get myself out of this home, I’m just gonna go and tell him that I’ve never ever liked him and that I don’t think that I ever will. The last thing I heard from him was him >>>screaming<<< to me to “SHUT UP!”. what an arse. You’re living in my apartament, provincial cunt... up until he moved himself in our home, he lived with his mommy, for 40 freaking years. momma’s boy. and he was not poor either, just needed someone to lounder his linens. fucking baby. hate him. his face looks like if a baby and those weird goo/slime fish had offspring. I wonder how he is the father of my step-brother since my bro is actually good looking.  This got progressively superficial so I am stopping now.

[clocktowerdestiny]

((Yo the weird shit to think about is like

So, Ventus is in Sora’s heart

but then, after Sora creates a nobody, and then gets his heart back

are Roxas and Ventus at that point like. the same? Or separate? What.))

[nisa13ts-blog]

People need to enjoy their real life when they say that "We hate Taylor Swift"

[kingloptr]

Hello. I just found your blog and read that little thing about Tony and Loki being 'totally not in love'. I love it, it's very nice. I know that you have your fics here, but it's in wrong format on my laptop. Do you have your work posted on AO3? Thank you.

!!! Hi!~ Yes I have an AO3 its here, but it’s mostly thorki in there. There’s like 2 frostirons ~

And ugh sorry yeah I do have some frostiron stuff on this tumblr but I’ve now realized my own fics are disorganized and almost impossible to find anyways because I havent been able to really imagine blatantly pointing out my fic in case ppl wanna read it…

I also wrote 5 Times Tony Tells Loki ‘No Babies’, and Tony Gives Loki Some Plushies but those are both ALMOST EXACTLY 2 YEARS OLD SO.. I think most frostiron ppl have already run into those and read them? dont look in my old stuff and expect gold omg

Any other frostiron I’ve written is pretty drabble-ish and I haven’t put it on AO3 its just kind of lurking in my tumblr posts…I should probably post them and/or write more…

[chrishiggin]

I guess nobody wants to talk to me when I'm sad and sick. K then, thanks guys.

[kamika-staar-blog-blog]

why do I have 7 bottles of perfume and one bottle of cologne?