Jul 9
Reading WARHOUND like:
*Sex scene* "Hot, but I'll keep it in my pants"
*Handler manipulating Artemis* "AWOOOO WOOF WOOF WOOF I NEED TO BE MANIPULATED BY AN EVIL WOMAN ARF ARF ARF"
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Reading WARHOUND like:
*Sex scene* "Hot, but I'll keep it in my pants"
*Handler manipulating Artemis* "AWOOOO WOOF WOOF WOOF I NEED TO BE MANIPULATED BY AN EVIL WOMAN ARF ARF ARF"
So, I've been reading WARHOUND during my break and I've been feeling really weird every time I have to stop, like a slight mist over my head and a tingle in my spine. Any other girls also experiencing this?
Are there people selling mechsploitation related buttons? I got a button jacket and I'd like to promote the fact I'm handlerbait (I have unresolved issues about feeling guilty for existing).
I used to be okay with not having anyone to touch me intimately, with not having someone to stroke and kiss. But now that I have had a taste, I've fallen deeper into desire. I miss being able to kiss someone from head to toe.
I think this is one of the core hooks of a Handler. You can live without forgiveness or with pressure and expectations as long as you haven't been shown an alternative. (Many trans people feel similar with dysphoria, it often gets worse after realising you're trans)
Once you're shown you can live without these struggles, you're willing to go far to keep that benefit.
First draft of my new story/rp post is done. Will need significant rewriting thanks to the fact about a third was written in a fury from 23:00 till 01:30.
Nooo I just wrote a bunch and then I clicked a notification and it removed it all!
Lost like 15 minutes of writing!