Arguments
Yes, its not only argument. With “s”.. Because many arguments.. Many days without communication.. Many days that are so confused.. Many days that can’t concentrate at work.. Many days is so sad.. In simple word, in every single day.. I miss you ;( but i don’t want to mail you.. Even to call you.. I’m waiting for your effort.. If you truly loves me.. I know you love me.. But words is not enough.. Express your feelings, i need to feel it.. That’s why sometimes.. I’m weird, overacting.. So obvious that i need something from you.. But suddenly, your just saying “waste of time”.. Until i can’t control my emotions.. As what you said that is my big attitude problem.. In everytime we have argument.. I feel that its not to be stronger our relationship.. But to be confused.. To have a doubt.. Because instead of we talk what is a problem.. Your always run away.. “Deadma”.. Of course i don’t know what’s on your mind.. Until without communication.. You don’t want to mail me for how many days.. Until you just want to mail me.. Stupid right? We’re just playing.. I don’t know if we met each other because we meant to be?? All i know now is i’m HURT .. So hard to expect..