Sep 16, 2018
my stepmom is. so emotionally abusive and she triggers my paranoia so badly and i’ve really done so much to bring myself to where i need to be and she did it again and now i feel like i don’t belong and now i feel so unloved again and holy shit man
#holy shit#hust. just#wow#she literally projects all of her anxiety onto me#and convinces herself that i am the source of all her problems#im literally the target for everyone’s instability#and its at the point where they talk shit about me to my irresponsible siblings#that are partly the root for their anxiety#and they make them mad at me#and they make them hate me#and now my siblings ignore me because my parents are so fucking self centered#that they cant grasp the concept of things not going their way#its fucking awful#abuse;#im also the only kid that lives with them#which is why this happens