random vent kinda comeback but not really
imma be honest i haven't been so active on tumblr since 2024/early 2025 because i've been depressed and also uh always busy but tbh i need to vent so bad might delete later., i have hypermobility and tbh i've never had any chronic until like recently and shit is so tiring actually. everything hurts so bad, specially my legs and back and i feel like idk im going to die someday like an upside down turtle because theres seriously some days i can't even move properly., most recent thing that has happened to me is that my hip pops out??? of place i don't know how to even describe this shit and i thought it was a cool trick until it started happening randomly. at the beggining it didnt rlly hurt til i strated to feel a sharp pain in my hip towards my thighs like a lot of needles going through my muscles to my bone,,, now im dealing with a immense pain in the hi p that its making me walk like dr house but without the cane and im tired of this bro. there's more pain not only on the hip but on my knees and feet. somteimes even my elbows, wrists and fingers. im an artist also so when i draw i just have to take like a 2 week break bc my fingers randomly decide to get stuck and immediately "unclench" which gives me a fucking pain that doesn't go away............... im actually so exhausted i want a normal body or whatever bro., won't even talk about my family because they think im overreacting
